anyway.. .
.. u huh.. ... 3rd blkog..
i know. .just now.. i jsut posted... my 2nd blog..
... forgot to mention...
haiz. no appetite.. again. im craving for... yellow ginger beancurd now.. =/ .. .haiz..
but.. im starving ..im still gonna eat ba.. been losing weight..
..yea. really.. i gain weight.. and loss weight. .veyr fast. dunno why. ... anwya.. yea.. =/
sighs... just keep on losing ba.. ..... im so tired of all this.
at work. .so much disopute ..
cant be avoided..
no wonder they say..
humans.. .are always the scariest.. and hideous.. among other creatures... ..= / why.. must i be a human then. .. ..
sihgs.. .wonder.. when am i gonna be eating properly again..
ytd. .always no appetite.. 27 hours later then i get to eat again.. ... yet not so hungry.. only weak... and fragile. ..
i.. coudlnt smile.. yet. .forecd myself to smile.. have you ever try that before? its a terrible ffeeeling. it as though... ... you have no idea whats keeping you hherer anymore.
i know.. and i understand.. ... thast a very ver bad thought. but. ... if hters no happpiness.. ... thers no nothing.. and when thers no nothing... ... thers only darkness.. and when theres only darkness....
//you'll only do foolish things...' and when u do foolish things... . ... theres ... u know what lies ahead....
... sighs. .tired alreyad ..
.... .guess what. i just weigh myself =((( ... my weight... 40kg onluy..... (either 39 or 40 ) =/
...sighs... =(
whats wrong with me... ...
=(((( ... so light?
....
...
usually my weight is 43 ne.. ..huu..... .. =/ sihgs... ... so bad eh.. my situation.. but.. good thing is.. i still have my boobs.. .
ha. .eya i know. but... betetr than them going small. =.='' os yea. good hting they're still fine.
but.. ...wow. 40 eh.. ... im not a tv star.. i don need to be 40..kg
=/
.. sighs..
... o well..
nvm ba..
see how in days to come. ... wish me luck..
...my days.. unhappier by each dya.. why...........
mata
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