Stalker?? O.O

.. one of my pic. .sighs. .its very frightening.. but u know me. .i don like to talk about my probs sometimes.. ..no.. rather. .tis always.. so eya.. i keep it to myself...
and i do frightening things.
=(
but still... ..i think ne.. wil lpost that pic.. because.. .its good to remind myself. i dont want to explain anything baout that. .but. .yea. its a way to remind myself.. what sort of remind. .you dont have to know..
hoepfully my bro or redz wont see ba. .anyway.. even if they did.. .they wont say anything.
im. .just an excess baggage' anyway..

weird.. today was forcing myself o be ok. .and.. ok. .quite fun indeed.. then heard somehting... .. u know. .being an asm aint easy. nothign is easy in fact. .. .heard htings.. and.. ... u know.. ..haiz.. ..what to do.
sad. but. .im moving on.
but. .all the hardwork of trying to stay alive and being well.. being ok.. ....well. .the wall just crumbled.. ..
...

i.. ..relaly crave to eat yellow ginger bean curd now. .to destress myself.. but. .exp. .so yea. ... cannot ba. ...=./

sighs.. .

am i taking this too hard?

.. that aside.. ..im. ..afraid i met a stalker today. he couldve been the previous stalker to my fren. he came in today.. asking if my frne still working. i siad no she quit. then he asked why i have accent... i say i don know. he asked. .are you from overseas/ ? i said no. you watch too much tv? i said no. i said.. its just natural...(i swear to god i have no idea why . seriously ) . he said somethign like. .... damn.. or soemthing liek envy me or somethign. i forgot.

anyway, he went out. .but he came back again. still with his 'normal' fren.
he asked.. what will i do if i have a fren whos late for 1 hour and a half always. i gave him suggestions. .etc... he asked if i will get into toruble by speaknig with him.. cos he alwyas get my fren into toruble. .i say no. c os. .well u guys hsould know. its my job to chat with custoemrs before asking them about business mode. yes.. thast my job stahndard. what to do. i gotta follow.
then yea. he realsied he's not getin g me into toruble. i wa sliek .... omg..... -.-'
then. .he's fren was likeing asking something or what.. he replied. yea he dunno me.. but he's chatting away.  his fren replied. .you dunno her? ? you still chat so long? he's like.. yea i duno her. .but im still chatting with her for so long..
i was like. .o...m....g............ please........ do not let him be that stalker. i wishhhhhhhhhhhhh he's not gonna come into my store again! =X
gosh...

i think. onmly think...
thats i heard my fnre had s stalker.. gosh. .i hope tis not true. .im asking her now. .hopefull yshe'll reply sxzoon. holy crap. wish me luck p[eeps... scaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!

mm. .weird. when you have this accent thingy.. first thing ppl thought of is htat.. .... you watch too much tv? your parents form overseas? ar eyou from overseas? these 3 questions are sooo common to me. but. .today realluy soooo super paiseh to reply hinm. i dunno why either. =X it slike.. so weird.
ut.. for those who know me.. i really .. .really4 have no idea.. .it was like. . suddenly... at around age 15 or so... i just have this accent' thingy .and.. i don like telling ppl .. ' oh its natural..' =.= that sounds so .... stuck up .i dun like. but thats my real answer. its like. .i have no idea why this happneed to me either =/ i cant lie. .saying oh, yes cos i watch too much tv.=.=;''' i dont! i always online. but not watch tv , or american show.. etc. . howveer, todya. .very paiseh to reply him =/ haiz... if angmoh. .still not so paiseh sia.. .why him .=.-''

anyway... ..sighs... stil lfeeling down. .and craving for my spicy dish..

sighs... i really hate my lfie so much =/
to force myself to live on. .... its so tough. ..

sighs..

please dont giv eup on you rhappiness... everyoine and anyone deserves it.. dont you dare give up if you have onie right by your side now. ...

today.. this is my 2nd blog of the day.

jaa.. .mata..


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