i am sooo slpy and tired today . but down with runny nose cos too cold. =/ couldnt slp again.
gosh.... in the middle of the night. .i think its becos of the rain.. i was awoke shivering!! super cold=( i tried to get some warmth by plaing my hands.. legs.. together... hands on my neck. .etc. didnt work =/ too cold. cos. shivering man. was like .. haiz. .calling out to him in my mind=( so wish.. he's here to hug me warm and tight. well. anyway, took me quite a while to get bac k to slp. gosh. .frezzing...
just now.. i was concentrating thinking of him.. like he was in my arms. n for that moment there, eveyrthing fel tso real. and so near. after u opened ur eyes, well, thats another sory, . =.=
btu yea.. sighs. .so nice
anyway, im rying to settle my 2nd step. sighs.. so difficult. good thign he's there for advice too. but i migh have to go along with the cheaper yet tougher way =/ see how. but i want to get it settle asap. else now, i'll be slping in the streets. huu coldddddddddddd
slpy. very slpy n tired to my max today. right now. k. .i'd better hit the sack. cant take this any longer=(
i really need more than one good off day. sighs.. ...jan..... pkease come soon.. i cant hold on any much longer. .so tired=((
mata
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