haiz.. sooo glad im off. last night as u all know.. me so sick.. =/
oh just to mentioned.. ytd i kept wakey up. its liek. .im having all these 5,6 little short weird dreams!! soo inrritating.
ok. so.. i was sick. .then morning. .wakey... decided to take panadol cos abit blocked nose.
so tired.. med effect mah.. so yea.
slp wakey slp wakey. .same.. didnt slpt too well =/
but last night getting into bed was good. cosy. bloster comfy too.
mm... today. finally. lol. so bored nothing to do. decided to clean up my room. neater abit now. =)
then.. saw this pressy blue box given by him.. never fail to make me cry. ..=/ sighs.. the then msg was so sweet n real. heartfelt. everytime i read, cant help but heartache. .. and cry. ..sighs. ..
heartache feels kinda like. .your heart get clice thrgouh.. squeezing tight n couldnt beat well...
its very pain. you'd better dont ever find out yourself...
anyway, eye so itchy . haiyo... gosh. so ncie to really clean up. good thing my nose didnt act up.
haiz.. =/ still very tired. tmr... haiz.. must be extra alert. rgm from aust is here again.
o well... hopefully i'll get through the days fast n quick. i really cant wait.
i wonder wheres all my passion gone.
suddenly everything seems bored to me. perhaps.. .i am just looking too much forward fo rmy holiday ba. ... o well.
must save more .i can do this. all for the sake of one week plus joy. not really joy but yea. at least.. i'll have some real holidays to enjoy. not one day to batam thing. as in real holiday. nothing to think about.. .erm.. well.. maybe i might still think of work.. anwyay, today i also.. dreamt so much about work. hate it =(
oh as i was saying.. yea... just enjoy the breeze... relax... even if i get lost somehow.. still must enjoy the place.. etc... forget all about stress work.. etc... gosh.. i cant wait =/ feels like half dead now. =/ i need something to boost me up.
but i dunno what.
not that my rgm is doing anything encouraging eiher. ...o well.. .
hope the xmas party could help. =/
yea.. i know.. i;ve been feeling so tired for so long. not good.
the time to be happy is lesser than i ever know. can also count wiht one hand's fingers. =.=
but yea. thank god i get to off today. as for the workings days ahead,... well.. =/ good luck to me ba.
hope i;ll get through them asap. before i know it.
mm.. i wonder how much money i should change though.
.. will i really shop alot? i dunno ne. .but then again. .i only have this one chance.. so must make good use of it.
oh the other day.. was tlaing to my fren about saving on meals for my trip. then luckily she reminded me.. i can buy bread n wiht tuna. or spreads.. (like how im eating now) to get through my dinner etc.! at first me only thought of instant noodles, and breads.. as in break talk . but then again, having a loaf of bread is so much cheaper! and saves alot of my money! and this time, me so not gonna forget to buy vitagen.. or whatever they have out there. previous 2 times i was htere, gosh. .stomach so bloated n uncomfy =/ perhaps also part of the reason was i was having my period thta time. so yea.
god. i wish my time of month wont arrive at the wrong time again!!!! pleaseee.. =.=''
...mm.... so yea. thats my life for now.
trying to survive for this 2montsh plus. haiz. .i can do it... hang on pl.
..haiz.. i couldnt smile u know. too tired to do so. =/ only frowns. ..huu....
poor me...
why always this tired.. =/
... jaa mata ne.
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