gosh. .no energy =X think im too weak.. didnt eat properly.
i hope my weight will gain back soon. thouhg. .tonight still no appetite.
o well..
perhaps when i get used to it ba. just. .feell.. like.. no... energy to move around ba.. faintish..
...still no appetite... not looking forward to anything at all... why
mm.. yea.. just... =/ so tired.. mm... ..no energy. tired..and tired... confused too.
about alot of things. and. .also wonder.. why am i doing this now
gosh.. working with my manager. .sianz.. so moody... when rgm here, smiley3... when he's gone, black face again. i know.. we ppl cant control sometimes. but.. ...everytime she's liek that. .. haiz.
o well
...why.. not looking forward to work anymore...
work for the sake of working.. or waht.
confusion..
don worry. i'll d my best to smile at work.
oh so yea. its been confirmed. its that bloody stalkers. oh man.. i hope i wont see them again. .T_T scary sia... omg. so irritating ne this type of ppl. very scary. i so wihs not to be the next victim. huu... gdluck to me man..
by nov gotta settle my living place.. then.. when find a suitable time, wil lchange money eh.. mmm.... wonder if the aust money is high or low nowO.o ;; haiyo.. not sure.. ...mm... o well .. nvm ba.
..haiz. nowadays the ability to smile.. is such a hassle.. and so fake. ..so ddifficult..
..haiz..
i miss my happy feelings.. i miss my smile.. i miss being happy..
..i dont miss crying.. i dont miss sadness.. i don miss heartache.. i don miss tears, i dont miss hopeless... i dont miss frowning.. i dont miss pains
but.. what i misses... i never get.. what i dont miss,.. i get it everyday..
..how ironic... ..
jaa mata
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