it was.. kinda weird. .yet kinda reliving.. imagine i have him in my arsm while he's slping... i said.. ..words like.. it doesnt matter where i am.. i'll always pray that he'll be happoy.. he'll find his own happiness... he must be hapy t all time.. and no matter where i am.. i'll make sure of htat...
funnty thing is. .it felt as thogouh i woulnd be around anymore.. ..lol.
o well.. after some cryinsgs and confessions... i guess... this is it...
even though i cant talk to him the way i described it here.. but.. well.. yhea...
there is nothing else fo rme here now..
i just wish for him to be on the happiness track...
... yes. .. before anything happen.. i will.. .make sure that he's on the right track..
and .. no matter where i am... ... i willalaywa sbe sending my regards and wishes upon him.
,,
my wrist.. are getting worse.. ... i hope no one notices them...
this is what i chsoe to do..
so be it..
i have to accept this.
..
my melb frens though i'll be going over.. but. .well... nah. i stil lwanan get used to this counry first.. .melb.. i never been there before.. what if somethign bad happen.. in anycase.. i stil lwanna get used to this country first.. i don even know.. if there'll be a next time.. co sof 2012 end of world... however... this could be my very last trip.. it means alot to me.. .even thoguh cant see him as much as i want to.. however.. yea.. i shall enjoy my trip.. .be brave. .and try to do whatever i wanted to.. .
... do u think i'll dare to drink in a bar alone?.....
...
i dunno.. but we shall se.e..
its. ... sort of a .. once in a life time after all.. ..
jaa mata
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