05 February 2011

Feeling the aussie time

wow.. wakey at 7.30am.. gosh s oearly. i cant control it. haiz.. hope my energy can last me till closing.
hm... still missing him.. i wonder how he felt back then.. after i went into the departure gate.. wonde rif he's missing me as mcuh.. or loving me as much still..

oh me wakey with like.. heart pouding kinda feeling.nerbous ba.. to go back to work. haha.
omg. i hope it will be a gd day today.
im looking forward to july.. though it wont be easy but yea..
o well.. hang on ne..
oh and imma save los of money. so perhaps could even stay a longer time when im back to sydney again .
7 nights are actually quite long. ha. but. .yea. best art is he's there fo rme.

and you know how pl are like.. ok?... then they kinda like stumbled around making a mess or fool of themselves when they're in front of the person they love?
 think thats what happened to me. ha. like never happened around with my frens or family.. then suddenly ha.. i think because im focusing too much on him... look at hinm. .hold himn.. rmemebr  his feel and all that...
o well. lol.

wow.. abit nervous. .really.. .go to work.. ha. again. o well.

and yes. i am very glad to say that this trip also brought me insights about how i should continue doing my work. rmemebr that time i was abit down and confused? now no.. work harder than ever before.. and gona do my own thing. thtas their business if they wan to use phone or whatever shoot. so yea. im jsut gonna do my own thing.
see.. eveyrhting i came back form sydney, i'll have an answer to somethign. ha. ..
hm.. o well..

oh. saw a book when i was there. at kinokuniya.
attracted me to it ha. interesting. clever idea of saying how ppl would get murdered, and die after they read the book. lol. so far... okok... alil boring.
perhaps during breaktime i shall read again.. stay in the back room do some reading. .prevent me from shopping. ha. = save money. cheers.
XD
well... yea. i hope that'll do.
but only problem is that backroom is so cold always. freezing.
tch.. =. an hour to go before imma go get ready.
oh finally my phone's been fixed. lol. very glad. =)
really thx to sammy . like yea really. very relaly thankful to him.
my phoens fine now. and its not irritating me anymore.
normal pace and stuff.
sammy said that he couldnt online chat with me that often anymore.
and he'll be concentrating onhis polo.. so yea....
well.. i should find the time to.. i duno.. read// check out apps.. blah2... yea.. something liek that ba. o wlel.
i must get used to it.. uh huh.. perhaps could have more tiem to meet up with my frens.
yea. .though only need him but.. yea...
o well. i should learn something from him sometimes. ha
it sure was a great get away for both of us.
haha. i like being tan now. LOL.
enjoyed. ha.

hmm..... ...
still missing him relaly alot.....
o well...........
i shall do my best....
hmm.... well... sydney and sammy,... i shall see them real soon. haiz.. sammy turning 22 this yhear.. yet couldnt celebrate with him.. =(
can only do so through skype ba.. o well...

hm... wow. .2nd year for him alreayd...
oh. yay. the roller coaster rides are on. lol. i hope it will last. =)  uss. gd. then sammy can have a look or even ride on them eh.
ok! my life's starting again. wish me luck for todya peeps.
uh huh.... i can do this..

oh.. btw. .that time my fren was telling me.. oh cos of hte weather in sydney, our hair will not be frizzy liek in sg... cos the weather there is blah3... so hair is straight and smooth. my fren went to melbourne. i was like.. huh? but last year wasnt like that. and indeeed. now back in sg, omg. my hair is straight smooth adn gd. no wonder... when i was in sydney, twice alreayd. my hair like.. fluffly abit messy. .just aint gd. omg. maybe cos of sun wind, or.. i duno. yea. .come to think of it. uh huh... no wonder i feel like i look abit diff or funny. cos of my hair =.= . it was pretty difficult to place it nice.. well, just one word. messy. ok,. not scarily messy. but well, at least i look better now.
 aw.. but wish he could see the best of me..

o well... naywya yea.. glad to say tht my hair is back to usual shape now. all smooth adn pretty. LOl. ha.. yea.. flat and gd. no flyaways . very easy to manage. =)
i shouldve known. .ha.. especially after shapmpooing.. and drying.. oh liek their hair dryer. ha. then hair so dry still... like thick and fluffy. i dun like. make me look tired or sumtin.
oh ea. was telling sammy don rememerbr  the way i cry u know.. like red eyes and stuff.. omg. to think that he has he video now of me loking down and sad... gonna cry... cant even say out a loud i lvoe u to the video(him)... dots... but o well.. at least still have video ba. seriously.. thought of videoing us together more.. .but.. i duno.. im still ver scarfed.. pics.. okok ba. .but if videos.. i scared will cry and sad.. well, the one he video me with us at sentosa inside cable car.. always make me wanna cry. ha. basically his voice will make me cry. sobx.
hm.. k ba. i'll do my bes ttoday. htinking of him being next to me too. jia you pauline.

mata ne.... 

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