Regrets in your life

hmm...... wokey.. ot a cold start .. thanks to bro.. .. then took med and food. .then slp. .suddenly awoke by mums call.. ...decided should get outta house.. head out.. met iaun at atz. such a conincidedcnce. glad so. sad he aint in contact with jeff no more =/.. ...haiz... ..... anyway........
yea. .so long nvr mention his name eh.. ... he predicted aboutsams reactionns about me.. ..yea. freaky eh. ...o well.............
it came true.

.haiz.
thinking.. shoudl time for a change. 

duno where to begine with.. or how. .
but somehow i will eh.. ...

i posted some songs on my fb. its sooo good. ellliot yamin. half deaf. so talented. songs. .almost tlking about me.. ..o well

hm..

oh.. i had a custome the other day.. i approached the old lady.. so old. yet travels alone. aw..... =)
found out that she's from london. she ask me to go london during months of may till july. lol. very swt and nice of her. ha.. .she wants me to tell her 3 things to go in sg. (she's been here for her fifth time) i was kinda in a frantic. .was like. .omg. where3? lol.  like that time at the airport. .anwaywya, then wrote her a note down.. she say she;s gonna pass it to her son.. yea. they'll know where to go next time. 

so nice eh.. to travel even at such an old age. i wanna do that too. .while im still young. alone of money neede.. but yea.. u have to give something in return for something.
thast a must. always

hm.. yea... i thnk.. somehow i'll have to get used to sg first.. so if im ever alone at some other country without him by my side no more, i'll be able to  handle it still. yea. do hope so.

omg. .didnt know sg have sooo many beaches. .omg. .. =.= dots... i;ve been to only one T_Tn waiting for somebody to take me there ne.. ...ahyway, yea... i cant wait to se.e .espexially when sentosa is such a changed place now. every in sg is. =) cheers. hee

wow.. indeed.. grand. .ha. gonna have my training done at changi club,  cool or what. ;) haha.
....hm,.........

slpy dya today........... ...

sighs...............

im still not happy. .. when was hte last itme i was happy. .oh i rememberered.. the day monday.. befor ehe broke up with me... 

after that.. agonies. .happiness seems so far fetched. everyday seems to be a struggles.. just to survive.. ..sounds liek those blogs back to the dasy wheere i nvr met him yet eh... ..
thats how dark it was........ i almost die.

o well...............

sighs...

to be able to live right now is such a pain. really tired .. .. =/ carry on for now.  just so tired and boring sometimes. 

human llifes.. . .. ha. .. so.. i duno.. o well

...... slpy. .so slpy..............
...  ..

go against the odds. be who i am not.

k.. gonna rest abit.. watch tv.. tired. ....kinda lonely.. ..need to go.. ...

-once u've made the decision for your life, it it will be big. and its real. it is your life. you own it. you decide upon it.  -