05 February 2011

missing him and sydney

hm... really like the karaoke there.. in sydney. wow. its great. nice place.. gd atmosphere.. i relaly like hte microphone so much. i was shocked too when i sang is using the mike there. it felt diff.. and nice..  the mike.. then when i sing, .. erm wow. ok. i know hte way i sing sometimes. but not trying to brag or whatever, i thoguht i was a singger at that time,. my voice came out.. and its my only song to sing.. my voice aint open up yet either. like. .wow. it really .. sounded like .. wow. i duno what to say. same thing happened again. my fren thta time thoguht i wasnt singing with my voice. this time too.
i menan.. .even i couldnt bvelieve it. not saying im super gd.. but.. wow. would so love to sing there mroe. but apity i cant.. cos.. i sing mostly slow love songs and stuffs? but if i do, it'll seem so bored for sammy with his frens.. dun wanna makje the atmosphere sux.. thtas why. ahh.. perhaps.. i could sing whne he's with me laone next tim e =) great idea. shall note tha down.
haiz. .really miss him so much todya. plus sydney. cant wait to get back there again .=)
am very glad ot hear his voice today through skype. very glad. really make me so happy.
haiz. .but tmr back to work liao. will wokr my owb way. and hang on lots. i will.
..o well.
his words shall be my strength. and i will remmeber that he's with me all this time.

so yea. such fabulous times for this week... dfates and dates. .and ngiht time lappy movies... wow. i couldnt;ve ask fo rmmore. awesome.
bah.. o well... thesen memoreies shall carry me forward.. and i will hang on till i see him again.
gamabte ne.. .
hhm. .suddenly so cold now..
sammy side is so shockinyly h\ot. omg.
41 degrees.. .sydneys summer is firghtening indded.
wow.
ok.
and so.. i shall hang on fo rtmr.. jia you desu...
when sammy asked me to think overof the how the benefits of having a bf in sg.. buy me breakfast.. blah3...
i thoguht of something.
a book i read somewhere. ldr book.
she said.. ppl asked her why she would rather date soemone from afr rather than here. she replied( i blgo about this before) would u rather go for CONvenience,  or True love?
at that moment, i totally felt her words. i alreayd knew what she meant. but i was like so totally get wha she meant by that.
it slike i almost wanted to say that to him...
haiz.. well.. thats wat i think.. but ya.. ..

o well...
anyway. .gosh im so slpy aleayd.. but dread to slp .. huu.. back to work soon...
hjoldiay over. hope jjuly will have something great happen...
perhaps another holiday eh? ha.. o well.
so ncie.. my manager heading to paris for 3 weeks. T_T
omg. 3 weeks away from work. thats great. ha.

k... tmr. .wish me luck .
nice chat. hang on pauline. u cna mak eit.

mata

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