.... they went to such extremes... but good thing.. he's stil lable to think... and we still remain as frens... sighs....... why must parent control such thing ne.. ... am i such a bitch? ..sighs...... but im not a bad person ne... ...
..o well..
sighs.. just when i told myself to make a better yearbetween us.. every couples had their ups and down... i knew i cna do better this time.. but.. i didnt get no chance now... .=/
finally.. i send sammy an email. .of words i couldnt said on monday night... i don wanna say gdbye with any regrets.. well.. he replieed me actually.. .along with some pics.... i know.. i always look better when im with him.. he makes me so beautiful... .. o well... lov ehis smile.. special one..
u know. i'll still be targeting to work overseas. i duno where. but why not. course i really love to work at the current place im at right now.. but... if i have such a chance(like my manager) .., why not? at least ive been to australia twice alreayd.... though not say its the best palce. but.. yea. .why not make this my target still? at least thats the country i've beeen to after all.
oh.. now im thinking... if im ever going to melb see my manager alone. , i swear i should never ever head out at 8pm. remember that place my sg manager went to? and got robbed by that scary place? brrr... this is frighttening. well, its really more of liek early next year thingy.. ...so yea...
i shouldnt fret too much on this yet... somemore duno when my manager returning to melb.. haiz.. .hope not.. but i know one dya .. o well
haiz........... ok. now better than ytd. gosh. .that dream could kill me. nice dream. but it hurts badly man.. =/ felt so real huggine him.. argh.............
hm.. me slpy now...
emails.. he said.. .final email. .he said hings excatly of what i wouldve tol dhim.. ... i was surprised.. but yea... htats my words.. he just made it easier fo rme to realised by typing htem out.. ...
and i didnt expected it htat way.. ..
i am very very glad he did not throw my itemsx away......
cos yea.. i relaly put in so much sincereity and effort into them... ..haiz.
i hope in futurte.. whichever girl he like.. his parents would like first. .then hopefully... she's not one of those playing around typical type of girl.. and hopefully.. she doesnt mind becomign a muslim and htat, she can avoid eating pork too. he is a luicky man,. im sur ehe cna find such a girl... i'll be praying for his well being...
ha.. having a part of my life being cut..yet.. .. he remains as part of my life still...
omg.. i am sooo slpy now... hair not dry yet. .T_T huu...
slpy... ...
wow. .just striked me.. valentines day coming.... my pan busted. ... =/ aont gona work no more.. .. sighs...
future eh. i can tsee anything. one can work hard towards it.. o reven aim fo rit.. but one could never really prevent the changes in future...
will i rellay ge tto go overseas one day>? or become a manager here in sg? ..well. .alot of unknowns... but.. nothing seems much.. wow.. becos .. he;s not with me..
nowadays when bad thngs bhappen, it slke.. ok.. alone now.. no longer to have u know who... by my side even if i wann picture himn to..
... ok. im sorry. my eyes are closing. i am sooo slpy. omg. today auto wakey early ba thats why..
mata
-cares no nothing about ppl giving me compliments of what a charming person i am.. thats doesnt work on me. please know that. -
..o well..
sighs.. just when i told myself to make a better yearbetween us.. every couples had their ups and down... i knew i cna do better this time.. but.. i didnt get no chance now... .=/
finally.. i send sammy an email. .of words i couldnt said on monday night... i don wanna say gdbye with any regrets.. well.. he replieed me actually.. .along with some pics.... i know.. i always look better when im with him.. he makes me so beautiful... .. o well... lov ehis smile.. special one..
u know. i'll still be targeting to work overseas. i duno where. but why not. course i really love to work at the current place im at right now.. but... if i have such a chance(like my manager) .., why not? at least ive been to australia twice alreayd.... though not say its the best palce. but.. yea. .why not make this my target still? at least thats the country i've beeen to after all.
oh.. now im thinking... if im ever going to melb see my manager alone. , i swear i should never ever head out at 8pm. remember that place my sg manager went to? and got robbed by that scary place? brrr... this is frighttening. well, its really more of liek early next year thingy.. ...so yea...
i shouldnt fret too much on this yet... somemore duno when my manager returning to melb.. haiz.. .hope not.. but i know one dya .. o well
haiz........... ok. now better than ytd. gosh. .that dream could kill me. nice dream. but it hurts badly man.. =/ felt so real huggine him.. argh.............
hm.. me slpy now...
emails.. he said.. .final email. .he said hings excatly of what i wouldve tol dhim.. ... i was surprised.. but yea... htats my words.. he just made it easier fo rme to realised by typing htem out.. ...
and i didnt expected it htat way.. ..
i am very very glad he did not throw my itemsx away......
cos yea.. i relaly put in so much sincereity and effort into them... ..haiz.
i hope in futurte.. whichever girl he like.. his parents would like first. .then hopefully... she's not one of those playing around typical type of girl.. and hopefully.. she doesnt mind becomign a muslim and htat, she can avoid eating pork too. he is a luicky man,. im sur ehe cna find such a girl... i'll be praying for his well being...
ha.. having a part of my life being cut..yet.. .. he remains as part of my life still...
omg.. i am sooo slpy now... hair not dry yet. .T_T huu...
slpy... ...
wow. .just striked me.. valentines day coming.... my pan busted. ... =/ aont gona work no more.. .. sighs...
future eh. i can tsee anything. one can work hard towards it.. o reven aim fo rit.. but one could never really prevent the changes in future...
will i rellay ge tto go overseas one day>? or become a manager here in sg? ..well. .alot of unknowns... but.. nothing seems much.. wow.. becos .. he;s not with me..
nowadays when bad thngs bhappen, it slke.. ok.. alone now.. no longer to have u know who... by my side even if i wann picture himn to..
... ok. im sorry. my eyes are closing. i am sooo slpy. omg. today auto wakey early ba thats why..
mata
-cares no nothing about ppl giving me compliments of what a charming person i am.. thats doesnt work on me. please know that. -
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