wow.. very hungry now. but i need to slp soon. .so yea.. haiz. .forget it ba..
=/ o well
sometimes i don get what my frens are saying. soem ssay my eyes very big. i was like.. huh>? wth. no..... btu they say yea.. most of their chinese frens eyes al lvery small. .. i thin maybe mi e is medium? i duno. so funny. then my new staff. .say my eng very funny. like i ta;l very fast, and sounds an an indian. he say thats a compliment. i was like. .dotsssssssssssssssss.... wanna kick him liao.
thsi angmoh ..came in with his 2 female chinese gal frens. the memont he steps in, he say.. hwo are u ladies? .... dotssssssssss..... he so such an attenton seeker!! omg. i cant stand him sia. he is so flirty. when he try talking to me, i gave onlly one or 2 words or reply. sorry. i dont entertained such ppl. then he talked to a angmoh girl. she's lookijg for valentines day card. tehy ended up chatting for quite long. i duno whats she's thinking. omg. got bf still can chat till erm yea.. ow ell. very weird that guy. omg. irritating.
one of my favourite memory in sydney.. ha.. we were walking and joking.. i was being sacarstic.. joking way.. he then show his palm. .saying he could just add a touch of blush' onto my face. meaning slap me la. lol. taht was so fun and playful. really love doing that with him.. a;ll precious moments.. i will keep them close to my heart.. i dont want to forget every or anything that happneed between us.
hm.. me... ... still up and down.. ... .... it will never be easy.
everyday .. so unexpected.... fresh wounds.. when its getting numb for evern abit, then soon it tears open up again... fresh wounds every other day... it takes time. .to get used to this u know... it slike.. i relaly died such a wrongful death..... .... ha. ..to die this way... ... sighs..........
he spoke of new target.. i don know. .its still about the same for me.. i'l l still request going there to work.. its for myself now. but.. somehow.. u don know who to work extra hard for now.. yea i know. answer should be myslelf. but.. ..i duno. o well. abit unsure.. but well. .just u know, .see how ba..
as for other matters.. dun really care no mor... nothing to care for alreayd... ..
as for other matters.. dun really care no mor... nothing to care for alreayd... ..
somehow.. i have this feeling. .the worse isnt over yet. ...
.. o well. i wonde rif they are gonna be calling me tmr eh.. his parents. ..
if they do, what wuold they ask? ..i wonde.r .k girl, u really break up doen eh? so dont ever look him up. bye. maybe they'll make it mean and simple huh? i should just stay simple.. anyway. .thats the only way i am..
if they do, what wuold they ask? ..i wonde.r .k girl, u really break up doen eh? so dont ever look him up. bye. maybe they'll make it mean and simple huh? i should just stay simple.. anyway. .thats the only way i am..
...his words always describe the best of how i truly feel..
sam ehere.. smiles and laughter.s.. everythign is fake. or at least i try to force them out.. i cant cry and work with a sad face towards my customers.. ..
brok and shattered of the true pauline. how would u ever be heal? if the answer lies with him..
we;ll see how ba... like i said. .when finally one day i smiled without a hint of sadness, ill let u guys know k...
...hiaz. so hard to put up a tough front. at work, also at home. not a moment is peaceful. even with frens.. ha.. if strangers have eyes, they can see why i look so down and sad and pain and u name it, i got it.
sam ehere.. smiles and laughter.s.. everythign is fake. or at least i try to force them out.. i cant cry and work with a sad face towards my customers.. ..
brok and shattered of the true pauline. how would u ever be heal? if the answer lies with him..
we;ll see how ba... like i said. .when finally one day i smiled without a hint of sadness, ill let u guys know k...
...hiaz. so hard to put up a tough front. at work, also at home. not a moment is peaceful. even with frens.. ha.. if strangers have eyes, they can see why i look so down and sad and pain and u name it, i got it.
hope they wont say any mena things ba.. skali they think htat im a shameless bitch who ask their son go stay at hotel.. ..haiz. o well. .who knows.. .never encounter such 'strict' parents before.. who would go to the extremes of.. ..
hiaiz.. nvm ba.. im jus tin love with the greatest man.. and to love a greastest man, there will stand forth a great barrier. .this barrier.. turns out to be his.....yea. u know them. parents. deng3... ...
..haiz. so yea.i'll just listen to waht they say ba. but i think definnitley will have to reply to yes. its true. we broke up. mayeb then tey'll say ok bye. then hang up? ..at least hope its that simple.. o well.
hiaiz.. nvm ba.. im jus tin love with the greatest man.. and to love a greastest man, there will stand forth a great barrier. .this barrier.. turns out to be his.....yea. u know them. parents. deng3... ...
..haiz. so yea.i'll just listen to waht they say ba. but i think definnitley will have to reply to yes. its true. we broke up. mayeb then tey'll say ok bye. then hang up? ..at least hope its that simple.. o well.
i wonder if they thoght. .that i was hte one who ask sammy to lie to them... but i didnt... =(
cos of his situations.. he no choice but to tell them he's not wiht me .. how i wish they understand.. i spend so much money.. its all in order to see sammy again.. why would i do that... if i dont love him at all?.. sighs. .nvm ba.. mayeb they wont call after all.. see how. .all the best to me ba..
cos of his situations.. he no choice but to tell them he's not wiht me .. how i wish they understand.. i spend so much money.. its all in order to see sammy again.. why would i do that... if i dont love him at all?.. sighs. .nvm ba.. mayeb they wont call after all.. see how. .all the best to me ba..
broken pieces of me.. when will i be back into one again... ..
sighs...........
sighs...........
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