Torns

hm.. the other day.. ytd or what?,. yea. .wokey sooo tired. body totally.. arhg.. then by the end of night, glad im ok liao. gosh. was soooo tired. boy couldnt get up at all =/

.. ..haiz....... i gues.. certain things.. i really need to dig it up.. and take this prick outta me..

todya, surprisingly, i cna get up. i didnt relaly feel that slpy.
hm... ... yea.. but at the end of work, of course slpy.. then walk aard with my fren.. went to this store .. like aussie store.. stationary store..  very intersting. 

o well. 

was preparing to meet my manger. .but . .=.= o well. don talk abou tit. she just touched down now i guess.
... haiz.. ...

i duno... .... still pullingmyself together. ... ... doing my best.. ..
trying hard not to think. .i really duno..
=/ very confuse.. ..

oh. my skin.. soo osuper smooth... ha. i think cos of lotion or what ba. omg. so smooth. .i keep touching and rubbing it up and down.. i couldnt stop touching my arm! ha.. ...

i really wanna go suntan soon.. in sg, even if u wanna bask in the sun, its impossible =/. huu... theres no sun!! everywhere u go, theres aircon. AIRCON!! covers and shields... huu... no sun. T_T. omg.
its nice .but.. well.. i wanna go suntanning ar.. .ha
hope soon ba.. ...

hm..... forgot what to say.. ... ...haiz.
just glad to see he's in good shape. .
once school starts, should be fine liao.
im still struggling to get everything settle. slow.. perhaps becos ive been suppressing. not gd. ar ar. not gd.

hm.. rrly feel like going out.. .... ever since im back from sydney, im only out for liek one day. thats it. cos fren accompany me get over sadness.. then after htta.. no more liao.. i've been resting at home.. hopefully tmr ill have energy. 

haiz. very sianz.. ... nose abit not gd.. .maybe cos of bro sick.. then me kena =/

haiz. .kk. .pauline. .u gotta get over this.
tore it up. and dig it in. then get over it.blood be splash.. heart be torn.. dig it... ...

haiz. .duno what to say.. forgot ne.. ...
... mayeb cos tired and nose not feelign well.. .

oh my fren has a tip for me.. if wanan go overseas trip alone., but scared get lost, first go to sg ulu ulu stange plac efirst.. then try to get used. .like. .to find my way back.. .hm.. not a bad suggestionl.. i should oberseve more.. and learn to get back the way i come from

mata

scars.. will always be there..-