16 November 2011

dislocated shoulders!? O.O

ii am sooooooooooooooooo god damn tireddddddddddddddddddddd holy crapppppppppppppppppppppppp

omg.

these few days. like suddenly crazy. that night suddenkly dinner ate alot!! then felt like throwing up thereafter. maybe like hwat the doc said ba.. eat too much sddenly like wanna trhow up .anwyay luckily  i didnt. but felt quite unwell =/
then.. got home.. mum wanna go down eatt.. wanna eat iwth them. .so decided to eat abit ba.. =/ only after like 3 or 2 hours sia.. .i eat again. alot. =.=

today also. cos too busy, had very late lunch. then who knows.. ended up must eat with rgm for dinner. .was full.. but abit weird la to watch him eat.. so i decided to order food again. after about 2 hours only =.= .... holy crap...
crazy sia like no pattern one. .the way i eat. i thbink this is consider as very unhealthy huh. =/ o well.. waht to do. sometiems wanna care.. but. .cant help it =/

had a new colleague. she stuide at perth for abit. now holidays. was excited cos can take this chance ask her more stuffs.
found out she hates the weather there.. after a whiel she's sick of there. .n wanna head back home. aw. .poor thing sia.
she misses the food... mall. .weather in sg. lol.
yea.. and she also hate the fact that shops closes so early. i asked her if its safe to drink alone at night there...(just wanna make sure) .. lol at her reply. ''thast whyyyy!! drink at home!!'' XD omg. so funnyyyy okokok. fine i take that as very unsafe XD
but ... whast life without a moment of dare or risk to take right? if i do survivce it, wow. i'll be so. .prooud of myself. lol.

gosh im so cold.

my shoulders.. hurts so much from moving that god damn wooden table around!!! felt as though htey've been dislocated laio... T.T  but its awesome .abit liek the audi fashion show. but this time, its all about swedish theme. COOLLLLLLLL. =)
but.. omg.. my shoulders.. .(u guys know i never excerxise even though i really wish to =/ )
.. my back.... holy cow...
painssssssssssssssssss  in painnnnnnnnnnnnn T_T

today dinner not bad. wonder if i should eat. shit. just 2 hours n half passed only . omg.

kk... need to endure it for another day. but cant wait. about over 350 goodie bags to be given away for the guests!! woo hoo. awesome event. wow. wonder hows it gonna be eh. cool.
haiz... kk... i have like NO energy at all.
eating habits patterns like crap. wanna eat eat... no appetite suddenlky then no eat. i hope my health will be ok ba.. no need good.. at lerast don get bad thigns like eating disorder or waht can liao. touch wood*
so freaking tired..............
but worth it.

huu.... i cant sit up straight. .im so tired.. =( every part of upper body hurts... inner too...
sighs...... cannot lift up my shoulders liao.

gosh. .somemore the event must wear nice black clothes.. .how sia.. me where got nice plain black clothes.. normal only=.= o well.. hope will do ba. .big event ne. .wow. i really wanna see how thigns goes

sigs.. nothign much to say i guess.. .really feel like typing on n on.. as though im talking to someone. .well.. i am kinda tlaking to the ppl whos reading this now ba.. .
my listeners eh... .o wel

gosh. very tired.
i know. i said that liek umpteen times alreayd=.=
and yes. i do not wish to move my body like. .forever.

shoot=/ . my colleague say that aussie dollar going upp. =( meaning i cant change now. lucky i know if not i go chancge how sia. mm.. i dotn keep track of all this.. hopefully will get mofr info from frens ba =/
haiz. hopefully will drop down soon =/

i cannot smile now. i am like. .totally expressionless.... haizzzz holy cow...
wanna die liao...

syd holiday!!

oh... i counted alrayd. .very saary.. my time of month.. very close to my holidays... .but dunno yet... =/ i pray hard that i'll get past it. i dont care. first thin imma buy is vitagen and vodkawhatever to help me relax n yea... ignore the scaryness in hotel.
i don care if im moody , sad, feel liek crying.. or bloated stomach(i hate bloacted stomach when especially near that month =( ) and swollen' body and face looking.. .huu T_T so tough being a girl..
as long as i dont see the'red' , im very happy liao.
bloated stomach, moody whatever i don care. just don let that happen again!
gosh. .pray for me man..
its gonna be very close... hopefully i'll get pass it smoothly and safely......

k.. nice talking here tonight.

i don care liao.

and u know. ha. i think my dressing style really shock ppl. or rather should i say... the me when im out, is liek a totally different person when im at work. as in the way i look and dress. LOl. my colleagues always surprise to see me. ha. but they liek what im wearing so yea. but funny sia. .
i like though. different me. don get to show everyone everyday. though of course i wish everyday can wear nice and look good .. but owell .what to do.

mm.. .im not sure if i wanan go to this warehouse sale or something in syd.. .mm... i dunno. see how ba. if really noweher to go, i'l ltry going there.. .think far ne =X but what to do. see how ba.
fren recommend one.
mm.... dunno direct factory wat.. must ask again. ha.
hope its good ba. but sounds so boring.... like. .no size of mine liek that. .but dunno. nvr know eh.

haiz. .guess.. i gotta say gdbye now eh =/
aw... .
k ba. i only have a couple of hours left to rest. after that yea.
same ol dlife

hey wait... lol just recalled!!

my new colleague was asking if i have a bf. i was like. .suprise look la. like so sudden ask me O.o=.=
then my colleagu was liek. y.ou're so pretty sure have one right....
=.= i was like thinking.. huh.. .why must pretty girls be attached.. but then again. thast typical thoughts ba.... but sometimtes don have. then guys though thave, they wont dare get close to u liao. lol.
o well... there and then ba,

too tired duno what im tlaking liao. so tired

kk. .gtg. .. rest n chill tiem

mata ne!!

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