pains + fake your own happiness = no one worries

...=/ bad day. .waht to do..

stupid sia..yes i undersandt my sm is prgnant. but its ridiculous.

i arried earlier, and shes late. im hungry! she said to me she's going for break later. she's very hungry. ok. i was shocked . but ok whatever ba. she didnt even ask ok. she just say wanna go break.

then today, right in front of the newly come staff, said she shouldve been the one to go break frist.. (i went first cos i arrived first and im the asm )
i was like.WTF. ..... she said that in front of me and the staff. ...omg. im lost for words.her words. .also so fu king sharp. ...
seriously have no idea what to say.
then she go first ok?? ?then todya my fault>>> wtf was that>/
?

..sighs..........
o well...
i really cant wait for 6months or a year to pass by. seriously.
i dunno... this sucks.
lfie sucks. everything sucks to the core

sighs. .just gotta.. ya know.. put up a brave front. .and face everyone. she's right.. i shouldnt keep everything to myself. but what can i do. tlak about it and cry out loud while at work?

ha.. and tell me wat do you think of this type of guy...
mm.. .totally ignored you, and flirt,.. no i mean chat? whatever. yea. .chatting happily away with other girls.
o well.. think you dont have to tell me, i know alreayd huh...

o well... what to do..

always so innocent.. so baka me.. .
ha.. .

yea.. its nice to blog it out.. just. .dont feel like talking about this to anyone. .too tired alreayd..

..just when i need someone..

you know perhaps they are right...
this quote or phrase or soemthing...
says it all..  something like this.. when that one guy.. didnt cherish you or be there for u when you need him to be,.. there's heaps of other guys waiting in line just to take this chance and say it all to you(the girl).

guess.. humans are all the same.. you see a loop hole, you'll dash in to make sure you get in first..and no one else take it.. or.. that person who took it will never come back..

mata