Unsure

mm... very tired n slpy today.. guess wat.... when i was headin home, theres this couple standing right in front og me!! near somemore =/ huu....
the she.. ...suddenly hug him =(
.... T_T

..i wonder.. if he still love me like he said he would.. ...

sihgs, anywa

u know me always tired riht.. today.. me.... after reached homne, then went dinner downstairs asap.. then of course get to sit.. then head back home. .guess what,.. i was limping... =/ uh hun... LIMPING. . my leg.. so tired... =/ sighs.....
i dunno what to sya... so sore. .so tire.d.so very 5 weak... very weak indeed......

how i wish.. my life ot have him at my home. i woulve been the happiest girl in the world...... i wouldnt even care about pains or soreness... etc... sa long as im looking forward to seeing him.. ..yea. .u guys know.. ..i'll be happy.... ..sighs...
.but what to do.. ..happiness isnt with me... ..

i.. might have my future plans. .but.. its not gonna be what u think it is...
i  might be somewhere else..
i...  .... it really depends.. ..i night... just u knw...

haiz.. at night ne..  sometimes ba.. im afriad to off. lights.. cos.. the moment i off, i 'll have the imagein of sammy there in my tent. ..=( .... he'll be wanting me there.. .....T_T... sobx.. very sa.d.. but.. ..what to do....
scared.. or so.. i still have to off lights.. i have to face everythign myself.......

do you know wat kind of lover i am?

im the type of girl.. who'll put my partner in the first place no mater waht. .. this is somethign i never realy talk about eh.. ...

yea.. i will put my love one in front of me.. he'll be my everything.
i always.. put him.. as my world.. thast why. .it hurts really badly.. when my 'world' came crumbling down..... ....

yea.. to me.. nothing else matters except for my partner.
im always the type of person who'll put my partner in front of me. .first.. of everythig.. even my family..

i'll love  my partner heart to heart..... phe'll always me the first no matter what...
and i kow.. because.. partner.. meaing.. the only person. you're gonna spend your life with foreevr n ever... not your family.. not your friends.. just your only true love.. ...

... ..my whole body.. no energy at all.. if only my love one is heree.... i'' be so Happy.....

but.. why am i not smiling...


im losing my appetite... im losin g my interest... ..sigsh... im getting sick... what shoudl i do...
i
im... only the type of girl... who wanna put my man infront of eerything.. .. is that wrong?... ..

mata