mm... ..=/ really didnt feel like blogging at all...
bad things happened.. but o well.. .
whole day sitting in front of lappy.. just sit and sit and sit........ sighs..
still sore though. .my legs.
my mum tiem to time will ask.. if im ok. .she;s very worried about me.. cos ofthigns i do. .yea.
then she said bro said that i didnt wanan say anythign .and im sure i blog this before. if he didnt ask, why wouldi say it. somemroe... even if i do, u htink he'll give advice? whats the use of telling him tehn?
nowadays im very quiet at home.. i ddint talk to anyone except for hte ppl outside.
i just have no interest to talk with my family.
i put up these old ppics of me on my closet. my mum wil lsay. look.. you look so happy back then.
yea.. BACK THEN.
.... what to do. i cant forcemyself to be happy as u know.. .
was walking in the raing for a ocuple of mins todya..instead of taking the shelter.. don wory. my health isnt tht gd anywya.
i have a major problem wih my every diet. sometiems eat normal.. some meals skippedm, some meals liek a mouse. whatever.
anwayy.. .yea.
its very cold.. but. .somehow the rain. .feels nothing. nothign can ever compared to the inner aprt of me.
tch. .still waiitng for a reply from him. wanna book my hotel soon. decuded to go with his suggestions. cos lazy to go find and ask him over and over.
so yea. pay more pay more ba=/
once get reply, will make payment. .and settel this major prob.
sighs... ....
haiz.. .
i wish i could smile for the whole day... but no. today.. im just.. emtionless.. i couldnt smile. cant force myself t o smiel. .perhaps thas why its gd to stay in the room away with my lappy huh...
sighs. .k ba.gtg.. ... =(
still.. very upset.. ..not about my bitchy sm.. but becos of.........
=/
sighs
and couldnt u even keep to ur words....
mata
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