ytd i wore this jacket.. cos need to do stock abit while waiting, i took off my jacket.. then my the outlet sm was like .. wah so sexy ar! =.=''' dots... duno whats so sexy about me wearing a singlet kinda.. like. .t back... with 2 black bra straps showing. thtas all mah. so common. =.= but ow ell. i'll accept that as a compliment anyway.
haiz.. sucks.. today=/ whole day runny nose. sianz.... have to work somemore... sick.. sm also nvr even bother. forever one. self centre. even my partimer know her personailty.
she only know how to act and pretend.
very pissed off at what she did . got two things. seriously i wanna let it all out here.. but a pioty its too long to type it out. =/ lets just say she's soooo freakin fake!!!!! and such an asshole!!!! thing not hers hint that it actually should belongs to her. WTH!! say one thing, but yet do another. omg. how i wish my rgm can see that. but she's too good with acting in front of him. =/
sighs......... angry sia..
anwyay... = /
yea.. think im running a abit of fever too.. cos of runny nose ba. .but what to do. have to hang on at work mah.
today.. lunch.. die.. appetite turning realy bad... ate a couple mouthfuls of bwanton noodle.s.. then cant eat liao. but did drank a cup of soya bean drink.
haiz. dinner.. .had abit too.. my monster appetite officially gone. =/
but heres the deal. i relaly dislike girls going on diet and not eating certain food.. or purposely don finish.. i look at my situation now, if im a onlooker, i would've think that im having a diet purposely dun eat.
gosh. .wonder what ppl think of me... hope i wont be so bother by it ba. but seriously.. its not that. =( im not thae kind of girl i detest.
i seriously have no appetite.
i say dunno why.. my colleagues ask.. .because you're sad? then i wa slike. .mmm... yea.. maybe ne...
but weird. i didnt appeared to be sad ar.. or words behind me again? =./= or can tell.. mm.. i wonder. or maybe my colleague just guess only ba
i dunno ba... just.. sighs.. .eating disorder? choy. i hope not man... enough problems in life. oh god.
haiz.. see tmr how ba. =/
very tired. one day off. and sm alreyad hint i wont get replacemnet off next week. '' oh next week alot of staffs cannot work...'' .............. i wanna curse her bad man... stop with the hintings already!!!! hint 8..... why love to hint?? cannot talk face to face isit???? wth.
...sighs.. kk.. gotta stop my anger.. and blood from rising up
me runny nose whole day.. .nose still uncomfy till now. ..can die sia.. .its terrible=(
was talking about my syd trip with colleague.. .gosh.. .really nowhere to go sia.. i have no idea where to go... .
mm..... but its quite a long trip... am i regretting alreayd? ...o well... cant turn back now. have to be brave and do this . ... haiz.. hopefully will be safe and sound.. and everything will be alright. skali go, never come back how. XD LOL> touch wood. hahahhaha
o well... i'll just shop till i drop ba. or sit in the sun for half an hour. .seriously.. what can i do in syd. =.='''''
limited places to go without car. nor cab=.= dang expensive. and nope im not sharing cab. learnt that from 'taken' movie.
bus, hopeless thing. =.=
mm. .train... dunno how to buy tickets..etc.... skali get there, dunno how to come back.
oh gosh. im freaking myself out now eh. lol .
what to do. see how ba. just hate the part where... you have to get home early. ...nvm. i'll do my best to slp early. waky super early, slp super early. drinking will help isit? gosh i sure hope so... =./ very afraid of the dark and room alone... =/
...geex.... ....better pray for me k. hope its a clean' and safe place.
...gosh.. freakin myself out again . =/ baka!!
kk.. .i can get through this.
ha. my colleague so funny.. gib me the-_- face when i said im going alone .lol.
she say it sounds as if im healing my heart there. I was like htinking... =.= ''' dots.. isnt tha tthe worse place to heal?..
whats alreayd been sliced.. there;ll always remain scars. .so yea. .its ok.. ..
so yup. but its good ba.. .walk around eh... slowly... shop by shop... but usually an hour or so i'll be done =.='' i shop pretty fast.
haiz... .
but anyway.... this could be my last trip.
2012 is coming. i might not get tickets cos of the end of date.. but then again.... ha. u know me. i might just change my mind =P
i only know zara is new there.. but so dang exp. imma have a look but not buy anything=.=
..oh yea.. .fountains..... there should have some nice ones too... mm.....
not a bad idea eh.
take more pics of that.
cos. .weather soo cold today!
shoot. .nose runny again =/
beter eat med soon..
mm.. should be settling hotel matter soon... ...
jaa mata ne!
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