hmm.. weird.. dont get it.. O.o i actually didnt feel that nervous at all today!! deng3!*... thats soo weird... i expected myself to be so nervous.. hmm... -_- why huh i wonder.. it somehow gotten itself replaced by an urge to serve customers.. to interact.. to talk.. perhaps... i cant wait to be open up again huh.. hm.. anyway... well.. glad im not wrecking out my nerves today. phew. tmr.. all the best!!
also ne.. i feel like i wanna do something new. about that japanese lessons matter... =/ hmm.... i really wanna find time to enrol it.. but............. eto..... the timing must be right.. but not now ba.. since i still need to save money.. blah3... must work and see how first... if its stable enough.. then good.. but then.. if go.. then gotta make sure it wont bump into the date im suppose to meet sammy.. if crashed together, then yeah.. wont get a cert ne.
see how ba.... but.. just kinda wish i could do it this year instead of next. o well..
and my phone plan.. remember i was talking about how i wanted to buy a phone first thing after i got my pay? now changed of plan. see how first ba..after july at least.. then... yeah.. hopefully my phone wont gib me prob till then.
hm..... yeah.. shall see then... save it for now ba..
the actress meryl streep, i dunno.. but i find her got this aura around her.. sexy.. confident.. comfortable.. i mean.. wow. she's like over her 50s or 60s already.. but.. yeah.. she looks great even with those wrinkles so deep on her face. but hehn again,, might've been the make up and gowns..
anyway, saw her on tv today. yeah.. i really wish to look like that when im at that age.. still glowing.. sexy.. confident.. =) its awesome. its just her charisma.. her charms.. her aura.. thats really amazing. she's not slim.. or like.. under go surgery, do botox.. blah3.. .like demi moore.. i mean, she's not fat, nor slim at all. she's like.. erm.. chubby. 50% away from calling her fat. yup.. meaning.. craves? lol.. i dunno.. but all im saying is, its not her looks, her gowns, nopr her figure which makes her so beautiful at her age. but yeah.. her aura there... i think its great. thats what im talking about. u look sexy and beautiful from within. not from the help of clothes...blah3...
yeah.. i think thats a precious part.. its not all about the outside.. its the inside that counts.and from the within, its lasting.. and unique. not everyone can have it. so yup.. i really think she is one of the kind of woman i think everyone would love to be.
ha... at such age huh.. well, im definitely not gonna be a 'old fashion' one. i will look good, feel good. sexy, i dunno.. but im gonna be a healthy, glowing from within type of old lady. XD =P lol.
redz showed me this talkshow. .by a comedian.. and he was talking about erm.. sex suddenly =.=
not like what u think! but..o well.. anyway, he was telling everyone to have sex later on at night. then, blah3.. ask everyone to have more.. then say must have more.. a guy like him need 3 times a week. then ppl started laughing.. he say he's serious.. then im thinking.. eh..
3 times lot????? O.o for me, i've always thought.. for me ar.. like say.. after marriage with husband, *blushesXD its normal to do it everynight.. eh.. or i mean.. at least 5 times a week.
oh.. didnt know 3 times is consider alot ne. O.o
lol. nvm ba. up to my future husband to decide when he wants it. lol ^^ so shy liao. bleahx.
k.. anyway.. all the best to me tmr. hm... yeah.
hope i'll do very well...
mata ne!
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