awww.... sam's holiday in july.... =/ my birthday month.. wouldnt that be great if we could celebrate it again... sigh.. o well.. no choice ba.. me no money to go i think.. somemore.. that one month holiday is a perfect chance for him to earn and save up plenty of money...
o well....
oh.. i can imagine.. 3 hours stuck in boring lecture room... gosh.. .can fall asleep ya know... hm.. o well.. i just hope days would get better for him. so wish im there right now..
today shop,.. or elsewhere.. got couples around.. its unavoidable.. but.. o well... i remind myself.. i have one too. just that he's about 7 hours apart thats all.. and when we meet again,.. its gonna be magical.. even much more magical than any other couples we've came across.
i cant wait for that day.. not sure when... but yeah...
i still really wanna see him again.. even by the end of year im sure i wont have a chance of mind..
..sigh... counting down to months again.... ... ganbate pauline........... hang on......
erm.. oh, today.. went for a floor trial.. its a success.. the manager say i done great. final step is to call up my previous workplace staffs or boss.. to have a 2mins reference with them. =.= when i heard that, i was like.. dots.... sianz......................
imagine if hahn talk to her... =.= what good can he say...
anyway, well, im so happy its over now. i've done my part. no regrets. get or not, its alrite. theres alot of other lobangs i can get.
so.. o well... im glad its over!!!!!! now just waiting for manager to call them. then yup..
she said if the reference went well, she'll be happy for me to join them.
wow.. theres alot of staffs that day in shop though.. customers also keep coming in... like i said.. its not a slacking job.. i have to keep greeting them.. they ignored, i still greet. the benefits are good. so yup... workhard now, future shall be full of rewards. workhard, but not too hard.. ..
one of the staff there say i look so familiar. =.='''' dots.............................. thinking back. .so many ppl keep saying that! O.o its weird now that i looked back at it. lol.
how come??? everywhere i go.. they say that. haha... even when i first started out in atz. ha... and sam's god mum too.. oh, and that time at his fren's bbq house..(aw.. miss that dog..) theres this weird girl said the same thing to me.
hm.. yeah.. almost all... either 100% or 99% are women who said that. XD lol.. its interesting.. do i have a familiar face? hmmm...
gosh.. =( suddenly caught a cold... keep sneezing non stop.. argh,...
oh.. the buses i took.. weird.. within a week, 2 of the buses kena bumped into car, or side road..
i tell u.. the side road bang is sooo WHAMP! like run over a dead body man...
such bad luck? i dunno. but yeah... i was hoping that the next bus i hop on, will be safe. glad im alive now. ha
me just now skyped with sammy. its always nice when u hear the tone from the guy u love saying how much they love u.. point is, u can really feel it when they said it from the bottom of their heart. so touching.. so heartfelt... so sensual.. so real... so Loving... yeah.... u can just tell .. by hearing their voice.. it just warms ur heart.. u'l lfeel extra love flowing outta those words... so genuine.. ...than any other msgs..words..letters... voice and tones are the best eh.
kk.. me better rest now.. am hoping wont cry tonight. haha... hm...
yeah.. and hopefully wont get bitten.. i hope can slp well.. since im having a bad runny nose.. =/
hm.. if i get the job, most probably i'll be starting enxt monday... .... gosh.. all the best.. i shall nervous again when monday comes.. most probably.. ha
that job though... hm.. something's missing.. i dunno ne... .. =/ like.. doesnt feel like.. im part of it.. but yet.. its the benefits which attracted me the most.. so yup.. floor trial.. also not bad. ppl there.. okok.. so.. yeah... see how ba.
nights
mata.
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