ok.. so many things to say.. but dunno if can remember anot.. will type fast. .sorry for more wrong spellings. ha. cos im so tired.
erm.. well.. u know.. so stupid.. sammy was asking me what else wanna tell him. i was so tired and slpy. then i say no. omg!! girl! what no!! should say yes, i love u!!! but i was too tired to think. .i thought he meant anything else about today , or today's work.. haiyooooo... but then when me ask him same question, he reply swt stuffs. so yup.. me like.. oh!! haiyo.. baka me.. then yeah.. reply him i miss him alot. sigh.. really alot.. u have no idea... =(
im so grateful and so happy he's home when im back.. he even stay up late u know.. after work.. im sooo tired.. cant wait to get home rest.. but at the same time feeling a little down.. cos no one to share with the results of my hardwork.. =( tell my bro, he also play game and keep quiet... =( sigh.. really without sammy.. i think life would be so pointless.. do anything.. also useles.. =(.... sigh..
anyway.. so yup.. he's happy for me.. and im glad to be able to tell him that.. seriously if he went to bed.. wont blame him of course.. but tonight i will feel so down. =/ perhaps its the first week ba.. i dunno.. but yeah.. anyway... thanks again to him.. i needed him so much.. love ya sam...
he was asking me about my colleagues name as well.. ha.. like police(as inm cartoon not serious i mean). but i think its good huh. see.. he knwos who im hanging out wiht.. who's myfrens.. blah3.. cos still a part of my life mah.. like everyday i tell him about my life.. i talk to my family about him.. my mum always ask about him.. so yeah.. its good.. he's a part o fmy life.. while im a part of his life. though.. ha. im pretty sure he never talks about me in front of his family.XD nah.. i understand.. his family.. yeah.. from the way i look at sam, and the way everything looks, i can tell.. well.. lets just say it simply.. whne i say understand, i really do. so yeah... as long as he really loves me dearly... nothing else matters..
erm.. what else.. oh.. my manager.. she started work at age 13. O.O....... i was so surprised u know.. she told me she worked for bnodyshop for 10years. so if now she's around 32,.... omg..... wow.. i give my hat off to her. hardworking lady. she is u know. i really admired that. very dedicated to her work.
but i don wanna be like that till so serious in future. cos my man will definitely come first. nothing else is more important than the man of my life. work, can always be 2nd.
so yup.. its like wow.. imagine.. she started out in bodyshop from age 22 or 23... cool.. yeah.. really.. aspiring.. =)
she;s married. but without any children. she say not sure if in the future thats gonna happen.. but yeah.. she's open to it.
hm..... i dunno.. nowadays ppl are having children at and older age.. .... =/ do u think... i would ever have any children? hm.. but at such age huh.. ha.. o well.. i duno..
anyway.. with or without.. all i want is to have my man with me loving me always.
i hope thats not a foolish thought.. just a simple wish of mine.. ..
wow.. sam aint heading out tmr. i dunno if im sounding evil.. =/ but im really happy he can stay back.. imagine.. only the most twice weekend we can spend together per month(either once or twice).. so.. for me its very precious.. but i know.. he need time with his frens too.. so.. well.. i was really hoping its not gonna fall on my weekend off.. but anyway.. he canceled it.. and.. ..i dunno what to say..i dont want him to force himself definitely... but yeah.. if he can finish his work.. then good also..
but.. well.. i just wanna say.. like.. so.. awww......... ... just wanna give him a tight hug now.. im just so glad..
anyway.. im hoping he can finish his work.. and have enuff rest throughout.. was thinking of movie date with him.. but.. he must be really slpy by tmr. plus work somemore.. =/ i dunno.. at least.. i think this time i should be prepared if theres no movie.. be prepared now better than last min.. wait yeah.. ..
anyway.. just want him to have gd health..im so touched.. its a surprise i must say.. a good one.. when im feeling tired and abit down.. he cheer me up with this news.. he noes me work hard.. and for htat, tmr he not going out,. jsut to be with me. then ask me got energy now? omg. .of course i do!! like.. what a magic surprise. like.. as htough he just rewarded me with himself.. but still.. =/ i wonder if he really wanna go.. then never go cos of me and work.. ..haiz.. dun wan him do that cos of me ne.. but.. ..=/ o well.. i dunno....
hungry.. me had only 2 slices of breads.. T_T save money mah..
oh. but then, ok.. long story. lets just say i won a lil something. reward. its a frenly competition. about sales. so yup.. me won. =D its like. .hahaha... as htough i got the top for my examsXD but yeah.. i worked really hard to hit it. and i go tit. its like.. wow.. number one.. i got the chocolate bar as reward!!
hm... yeah.. perhaps that explains ba.. stand and walk3... talk3... of course tired like mad. gosh cant wait to slp.
oh, and sammy's right. =) im hoping to wakey early tmr. so can spend more time with him. dun care if not enough slping time for me.. i really hope to wakey when he wakey.. he say.. by aftnoon he'll wakey.. hm.. but me not sure what time.. it could sometimes be as late as near 4pm.. or 3. or it could just be 1pm.. cos his dad really like everyone to wkaey by lastest 12pm.
so yup.. i relaly hope he can slp more.. muakzy him...*
so yup.. me will see ba.. anyway wont slp too late,. still wakey in mrg. ha..
webcam with sammy this aftnoon is good =) hahah.. he's so cute.. and cheeky =P love that. XD one moment, he's doing some reading abit. .cos thought i was still doing my make up.. then when im changing my pants, he look up, then quickly come near to camera. XD! lol.. so cute!!! i love him to bits!!! his eyes like totally bleams up.
hmm......... ... duno why.. suddenly though tof our memories again.. we will.. go down staris.. his house block.. buy food up and eat.. or no.. best part.. late night.. 11plus. .1am plus.. head down to eat the very3 nice fishball noodles... sigh.. shoot. .gonna cry.. T_T then.. alot of chili.. *sniff... then.. walk hand in hand.. he's talking about how nice if i could work partime there.. study there... T_T then we walk in the night.. after eat.. grab a drink.. from 7-11 or bubble tea.. ...*watery eyes....
then.. we walk.. hands in hands.. tight2.. walk all the way back in the quiet night.. talking.. just.. holding him tight.. *tears rolling down cheeks..
=/ gosh.. i wonder when can we have those peaceful moments again.. just the 2 of us.. its such a torture that i cant do this with him anymore.. i always keep him in my heart wherever i go... sometiems still heartpain..and sour.. but.. yeah.. the love is there.. and as long as he love me deeply.. yeah.. i can survive i guess..
ha.. i tink i kno why le.. cos i miss him so much.. plus its night time.. plus im hungry!!! craving for that stall's fishball noodle...
....i... wont ever step in there ever again... i scared i cry while eat sia.. i'll definitely invite swty dear to go eat with me again.. at night.. ha. imagine.. wait i cry all he more.. =.= haha....cos liek dream come true mah..
my manager asked me how was it. my first week is over! i say ok.. now feel more confident and comfortable. she say to me. very well done! me done a great job.
the sales.. at one point, me even caught up to her.. i was in the first place. hahah... wow...
so yup.. and i was serving this customer, they bought alot cos i recommend them. she saw, and say to me.. 'well done!!' i done a great job. i was like. .aww... me done great job... gosh... my hardwork pays off huh..
hm.. me still thinking ne.. XD how to work smart.. not workhard..when she's around!! hahaha..
wow. .i didnt know.. customers there so many will ask for emails.. and phone numbers?? geesz.... its hot ion were talking about ne.. =.= so daring huh. yeah.. speaking of that guy from croatia =.= usually i think should be foreigners who'll ask for contacts. o well.. sianz ne. but anyway, i still like to serve angmohs. can be extra frenly with them. haha. cos they frenly mah. me ar.. gosh.. have to smile all day sia.. =.= what to do.. part of my job mah..
oh.. so. .that aftnoon webcam with my swty..., he really3 gives me energy boost. confidence boost. i was feeling abit.. like. .not sure how today.. cos ytd my sales was great.. then worried.. today could it be bad? but he eliminated my worries.. and me go work with a happy heart. ready to rock.
gosh. im so slpy.. cant do naythign els.e. i gtg slp!!
oh. .tmr still ogtta write my schedule.. duno when my off.. cant wait..
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