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='( sobbing now...... huu..... T_T ... me sad................
had a tired day.. abit.. i dunno. .not say tough.. but yeah.. just.. pushing hard abit.. then.. blah3.. hours passed.. then.......... got home... was glad to see redz.. cos he and bro around, can make my night abit better. cos.. i just hate being laone wihtout sam with me.. so.. with htem. .yeah.. i feel better.. but.. after a shower, me saw bro playing michael buble's songs. concert.. dvd.. then me not say very much like him nor his songs.. so being puzzled, i asked bro what nonsense song is that..(that he's singing when i was out). then redz said something. me didnt catch it.. no hear it.. then bro stop moving(he was like.. clapping hands.. or something). i was like.. huh.. why he stop suddenly.. then me dunno got say anythigj else anot. .then redz say.. ''thats not a nonsense song. theres memories behind it'' then i asked . memories for u? he say yes.. then i asked.. did i say nonsense? he say yes. i realy3 forgot what i'd said as i'd just came outta the bathroom.. so me no idea.. so he say yes.. and all those words and line, he said it with a straight face like mad... cos i offended him!! i was like... what??????????? ( i never say what. but think to myself that..) i din even know what im saying.. somemore, how would i know that...! u dont have to tlak to me in that manner!! ok. so somethign pissed him off. i totlly understand. maybe thats the song he shared with his ex passed away gf. but.. u shouldnt used that manner and tone against me! im like that.. if im not in the wrong, don expect me to apologize. i wont do it. cos it aint my fault.

sigh................................................................
what a weekend huh... =(
today.. ppl were walking around town... couples with couples... frens with frens.. family with family.. shopping... shopping.. shopping................
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T_T
..so wanna curse right now.............. but i hate it.. but yeah.. so feel like cursing out now...... so wanna.. destress............ =(

god.. i wish sam is here... T_T but i guess its time like this.. i still cant be dependent on him.. cos he's never gonna be there for like years time.. yearssss...

so... by the end of the night, im very tired already...
erm.. yeah.. still having probs of thinking what to say to the customers of my age...
just.. compliment on their stuffs i guess.? ha
oh.. but i try to refrain from speaking to the guy with gf though.. if i did, see, it might cause the gf to get jealous right? so.. yeah.. unless they're not walking together, then.. yeah... me can talk abit..
gosh.. i hope this training will be over soon..

oh.. fren is introducing me this job thingy.. just gotta send my resume.. but....... he say the pay for mine now is kinda low! O.o i wonder how much the basic pay is there... anyway........ trying to ask some infos now.. he say its fun.. hm... =.=... see how.. cos.. o well.....................
yeah.. see how..............

mata