Movie Sadness

today.. was out with my family. dad is working , so couldnt join us. well, today.. i feel quite.. relax i must say.. cos long time never head out to shop..walk around.. so yeah.. spend time with bro and mum.. oh.. theres this part of the day.. where i was crossing the road while on the phone with my bro, as i was trying to look out for him in ntuc.. wondering how come he can see me and i cant spot him yet.. so yeah.. wasnt paying attention to the road.. i did though.. but only to the first road to cross.. then, i keep looking out for him, i forgot the car is coming in another direction! not the same as the one i just crossed. so yeah.. then i turned my head, and saw a white car coming.. luckily its slow!! omg......... O.O then me quickly take on my steps, and head towards safety. so yeah.. imagine had the car been a fast one, i would've been looking right at ntuc in front of me, and kena.. ahem.. by car already. =/ gosh.... sigh.. this crossing road thingy.. me really.. haiyo... dunno ba.. just hope will keep on reminding myself....
will be safe ne. for him i will.

hahaha... theres this cute little hand towel comes in a shape of a little dress..like for a baby girl. omg.. i really like it sooo much!! haha... cos its soooo cute!! so yeah.. its home with me nowXD haha. but really ..gosh.. its sooo cute. XD hahaha...

hm.. how nice if my ntuc here is same as the one at pp.. so many nice things there u know.. so many nice and special ingredients..

ha.. i was wondering when can i have the time to read my ingredients book. sam uses my advice.. and ask me to read one page a day. but.. u know.. its right.. cos.. if not.. i might fall aslp, or too tired to read.. then book might end up taking a year to finish!O.o gosh.. don wan that. .so yeah.. me decided to at least.. one page a day. and will do my best to remember what i'd read before i sleep.
anyway can look back abit when im reading another new page again ne.
ha.. just opened it up today. oh, also bought another cookbook today. tmr.. might be getting another one.XD lol. see how ba! hahaha...

me spt late.. and wakey early. .cos wanna msn with swty. .he say will bring lappy to school.. so yeah.. indeed, managed to catch him for abit.. then after that, me cant slp back already. ha. so wakey all the way.. now a lil slpy. haha..
but feeling good. so yeah =)

glad me shop for food stuff.. useful stuffs.. actually bro and mum too. ha. we never went in to any boutiques u know. just supermarkets, watson.. petshop.. hahaha.. =) but its good isnt it =) instead of shopping for clothes and stuff. we bought useful items =)
and i dont feel guilty. cos im saving hard to see swty baby.. and yeah.. i uses my money at the right place =)
still, i gotta save up nonetheless.

ah.. came across the pressy i was eyeing for sam's mum again.. feel like buying it now. but.. dunno when i'll actually be heading there.. so yeah... me just scared the thing will sold out and no more when i decided to get it.. thats all... ..so yeah. .hope not ne. .or maybe i should buy first huh.. hm...

redz workplace got this girl like him. LOL. then she keep msging him.. always chat2 ask here ask that.. he got irritated.. XD lol. but he didnt see her much as she's a partimer. then i ask him if she got ask him out or sumtin.. he say he tell her he's dating someone. then she still like.. keep msging him.. then also ask who's that lucky girl... gosh... see... this is what im telling sam about. i hate this type of girls! still can pretened to be friendly as a fren.. ask this. .ask that.. laugh2.. still keep on msging... yeah... a friend. bt so?? if msg so much.. then not nice right.. anyway ,point is, this type of wont give up kinda girl just argh me off. pretencious, fake, and try to get close still on the pretext of being still frens with ya.. eew...... Scheming girls!! hate those. pfft! -_-

ah.. haiyo.. abit long time never watch videos of me and sam together.. used to watch often before i found this job.. then cry when i watch. .especially the one at sentosa.. he say.. he love swty.. anyway.. yeah.. gotta find time to watch him again. =)

ah.. the only thing i bough besides food.. is battery.. and one ring. cheap one. few bucks only. i like it. very special. theres crystals inside the ring which can spin. haha. but.. i got this feeling it wont last long. maybe.. colour will run off.. or will break.. something like that.. so yeah.. anyway, have it while i can ba.

hm.. its nice to have 2 straight off days... ah.. feels good to know tmr not working... phew...... relax........

k then.. enjoy my off while i can. tmr might have a date coming up. shall see if my partner have the time or not.
muakzy him for doing such good job,and being hardworking. =)
thats my baby dearest =)
tonight.. never get to skype with him.. well.. at least we did have a nice conversation.. so yeha.. its good.. cute ,funny.. nice convo.. =)
ha.. love his neh neh neh neh neh... XD aww... love every part of him! of his personality.. he's the best. =)

ah... see... no skype, but at least can see his face right.. haiyo. .forgot to webcam! cos too much fun chatting with him.. will be nice to see him smile today.. must be lots? ha.. dunno.. but yeah..
oh.. he was telling me about a chinese movie... aww... yeah.. like so sad ne.. those love story type of movies.. i cant watch if im alone, or even with frens,family.. i cant bear to.. like what he said.. will feel so sad, then will cry =( huu.........
theres a coupe of those type of movies are nice i heard.. but yeah.. never have the courage to watch it.. that time. .when sam was still here in sg, we were waiting for movie to start.. then we're watching this trailer outside the cinema.. like.. haven gone in yet.. then this job love movie.. so sad sia.. really2 sad.. like. .kinda.. they got separated or something.. or he went away to do something.. not sure already.. then theres another guy very nice to her.. then one day the guy1 bashes the guy2(her fren). then she say run to the guy1 side and shouted.. guy 2 was the one who's by her side all along when she's having her toughest time. .or something like that. so yeah.. sad movieT_T couldnt bear to watch it with sam.. unless he want to. he squeezes my hand for abit when the girl said that line. i know.. but. .well, i wont say such things to him ever.anyway ,i think ending... hm... think she'll still choose the guy1 ba. always have good endings ar.. so.. yeah..
oh then.. yeah.. sam never watch finish that chinese movie.. cos he say feel sad watching it..as he understand how the guy feels.. yeah.. me too.. what he say, is what i'll say too... huu..

hm.. today got so much things to talk with sam huh. O.o nice ne ^^ ha..
ah.. tmr.. really praying him all the best for him.. gdluck with finding job.. and manage his schoolwork well.. and the test on thurs... hm.. job... yeah.. i think.. really better if go into shop and ask personally..

just done talking with sammy.. aww... so glad to make him.. erm.. haha.. yeah.. me happy. so don wish to put down phone ya know..
we chatted so much.. end up me also never get to watch the time out for him. didnt know late already ne..
i hope he can rest lots.. get enough slp...

mata ne.