=/..... nervous again....... hm... o well..... ok... 2 hours... just hang on... do my best... hm.. training huh.. this whole place is kinda like an all new experience to me. so yup.. that explains all the nervousness.. gosh. just wanna do a good job.
after the 2 hours tmr, im sooo gonna make use of every second i have left in my freedom,and put it to good use. im soooooooooooo gonna enjoy and treasure the time i left!!!! yes!!! im so gonna relax, chill right down after the 2 hours. bring it on!
so yup.. get it over with!!! ....tmr all the best ne. .hope i can fully remember what they teach.. o well... everything new there.. so.. yup.. its not gonna be the same with atz.. so.. we shall see then!
i hope i'll like this job alot.. whats most important.. is doing what u like..
i was looking for a birthday card.. then i went into this gift shop... its like so auto.. as though my hand auto moved by itself.. i reaches out to this card, pick it up, and its love at first sight. i really like that card =) alot.
its like.. wow.. i set my eyes on that card and just pick it up.. its like. as though the card is calling out to me. LOL. XD but yeah.. thats how i'll describe it.
and i thought its gonna take me some time to find a good card.. ha.. who knows huh. =) the perfect card 'leads' me to it. =)
=/hmm... im feeling =/ now.
i so wish right after work can meet sammy up like i used to.. and no matter how tough the day is, theres always him to look forward to.. makes my days so much happier and easier to get by.
now..... no one to pick me up after work le... hm... o well...
still crying at night..
oh.. was thinking of how sammy is always there after i finish work.. or buy breakfast..eat with me.. or eat with me after work.......
i miss him............ T_T huuu...... i miss him.............
..he's my main and most support throughout my life... at least.. right after work..used to talk to him about what happen when he pick me up..
heart always..feel kinda very sad whenever i thoguht of the happy days when he's here.. cant help but cry...
i'll have him in my heart tmr as usual..
then.. will ganbate....
then....... hm........... will msg him right after im done..
...tmr.. ... yup.. all i want is to memorise everything they say.
training, here i come!
gdluck and all the best to me tmr!!!
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mata ashita ne..
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