i almost fell aslp.. it was so comfy.... with swty's voice there... so soothing.. hearing him say i love u9.... aw.. then yeah.. lying on my bed.. me so tired.. so slpy.. so wishing he was here... talking to him.. with his voice.. almost send me straight to lalaland....
i asked him.. what's the most important thing in his life.. who's the number one.. o well... i guess.. i... i duno.. ha. .i just asked him that..
i also tell him.. i hate that he's in sydney =( i use the word hate. if i use that word, menaing i really hate it. but glad he didnt say anything. cos.. i also didnt know why.. like. suddenly i felt like i just gotta type that line out to him. =/ ... o well...
gosh.. my leg... tireddddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!! today im so proud of myself. i was so close to my manager's sales. i was below her!! meaning i came in 2nd. =D hahaha.. before she left, she said to me well done. so yeah.. wow.. i really work hard today. serve hard too. i dunno... i.. dont like to be like them.. stand around and chat.. i chat when they chat with me. .but.. most of the time my heart is on the customers. ha..
so yup.. today's hardwork pays off. im glad to have this result. really hope tmr will get even better. hm.. tmr.. sianz.. me bring bread go eat ba.. =/ haiz.......... how sia.... =( but cannot do that everyday ne... wait not healthy.. but.. i cant think of other saving food money method.. o well....
oh.. today. shocking. =.= a angmoh came in.. i was bending down doing some stuff.. he say hi to me as he walked past me. i look up, say hi back. then stand up prepare to serve him. he start first by asking me how am i. so i ask back. then blah3... i treated it as a non business convo.. then when i learned he travels alot, i intro him our travel product. then... he ignore sia. -_-. never even listen. just keep on talking about where i stay.. where he stay.. wanna catch up for coffee.. but how.. oh.. phone number?-_-
.... dots... me keep talking about products, he like never listen. waste my breath.
...well.. years ago.. when i was still..naive, and without my swty.. perhaps i might've said yes already. angmoh..handsome.. thats what everyone thinks.
but to me, im not interested one bit. and im glad. that it really shows to me how much i love sammy.. and how my whole heart belongs to him. completely =) so yup.. me really glad.
and so yeah... im not interested.. if fren, ok. but i can tell he's thinking something else.. then forget it. -_- guys... argh. but i really hope this wont happen again.
gosh.. what if i see him again.... haiyoooooooo. dun wan sia....
sometimes.. i really hope to be really engaged to him.. a girl i met in sydney, also sam's fren, she's engaged to her bf already. but its a serious one. cos they even tok pics in their gowns. =) nice. swt. the guy is very clever. ha. XD engaged, then tied her down liao. lol. she cant escape. XD
sometimes.. gotta admit.. envy of her.. o well... different girls.. different life...
hm... so.. yeah.. only worry for tmr is me no do good as today. so.. wish me luck! ganbate ne..
..hm.. sun.. sam will be coming home early.. then.. how to reject my fren ar... =/ hm........ then.. aftnoon me should do what =/ ...
haiz.. i really dunno ne..
tmr then think ba. gosh im sooo slpy already....
this job.. got alot more satisfaction. uh huh..
mata
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