Lucky Woman

argh.. somebody uses my code again... at work. irritating, but at least my manager knows it. i didnt evenknow they did that! its for discount.. but only managers there can give. gosh. dunno why they so stupid. anyway, my manager talked to my fren about it. .cos it seems like she know something.. in the end me never ask her what happen.. cos manager already said its not regarding me or sumtin.. so yeah.. but whatever it is, cnat be bother.

im so slpyyyy

erm..today theres japanese ppl asking to find merlion chocolates. but they could not speak english at all. nor able to understand. .so i ask them to ask the guy outside our shop.. cos they always have ppl there ready to give direction. but they couldnt understand what im saying.. so i spoke in jap.. i say 'that man there'.. then they understood. XDlol. it felt goood. lol. finally get to use abit of jap lol.
anyway, yeah... all the more make me wanna learn..

i felt lighter. better now. cos i wonder if my thinkings about the whole matter is right.. and after talking to my fren who gone through the same thing, i realized i was right indeed. and i wont try to ever force or keep on asking what sammy really did in his day..
its long story ba. .lets just say.. women.. we can talk alot of things. .from food. .to ppl.. to injuries.. to strangers we dislike.. or even hunger.. or aches.. anything i guess... but for men.. they dont really pay attention to details.. nor try to remember whats happening around them.. erm.. i dunno. well, anyway, now i realizes that, and.. yeha. its ok now.. no more worries. so.. uh huh...
phew.. feels much better now =)
at first.. i thought. .its kinda hard to be in part of his life routine.. or sumtin.. but then.. well, just take it slow.. erm. .like.. yeah... dont have to force anything to happen.. i mean.. yeah.. now that i understand, the whole pic, its easier now i think..

my fren.. yeha.. was separated from her hubby for 4 months before able to come join him in sg. she cried everynight too. ha. very almost all similar to me.
she was fren with him at age 16. then 19 started dating.. then age 25 got married. they tried for a baby really hard and painful for her.. took her 10years to conceive. anyway, well, she said when they were bf ,and gf, they always fight almost everyday.. ha. but still they last. =)
she said he never said 'i love u' to her. she ll always ask him.. do u relaly love me? haha... then hes like. yeha..
until.. he came to sg.. then start to realise her importance or sumtin. then finally tell her.. he misses her and he Love her. XD lol. she was like. . are u sick??
lol. then yeah.. after the 4months of separation , they finally together again, and she say they never fight , and he became sooo much sweeter after that. he even try to find one day one joke and type to her wanna make her laugh while they were separated. XD hahaha.. he really changed huh! she say before that, he dunno how to say i love u.. or do such sweet thigns.. hahaha... anyway, she's a lucky woman now. her husband even now still will always wait for her at busstop or below block to walk her home when he cnat pick her up.
soooooooooooooo sweet!!!!! she's about.. 32 now? or 37.. erm.. lets just say 30 plus. ha.
so yeah.. .i cna tell.. they have such a happy relationship. and her son.. gosh! so mature and clever! not childish at all like other kids who kept asking for toys.. wow.. so lucky...
thats the kind of child i wish for if i ever have any...
well, her marriage is great too. glad she's have a happy life now.

my life.. ...hm.. well.. haven realy get started. bt i know.. .im not alone. .sammy is part of my life now.. and im so forever glad to have him as part of my life.
he was saying such nice things about future if we are.. yeha.. its great. cos.. we shared the same views.. and.. believe it or not, lol. me always wanted to make him a nice erm.. ok... perhaps he wont want cute.. but yeah.. just nice, and yummy deliciously gdlooking bento for him. ^^ i mean lunchbox. =) the cute bento, will have to wait till if theres any children in future. lol. so cute u know.. those bento... wow.. if im a kid, sure love to eat.

so.. yeha. .waiting for my wishes to come true... for now, im working hard to make sure i get to fulfill my wish even for a short while... that is, to see him again. thoguht cant stay with him for long in person.. but yeah.. even for a week.. its like a miracle huh... still, a dream come true for me..

i just wanna hug him tight.. and look at him hard and long... that moment, i tell u.. its enough to give me as much happiness as u could possibly imagine. .
but of course.. dream ended, back to reality.. i could only hold onto those swt new memories i brought back with me.. and hold on.. till the day i get to hug and kissy him everyday of my life without fail..

he's about to wakey..in about 5mins time .. yay.. slpy.. plus never eat much.. ok ba.. not that dizzy.. however.. uh huh... maybe get to see him in msn in abit eh.. heh.

oh.. me wanna read. yeah.. thought of reading... but wait. my cook books.. wait.. my hobby language... O.o... how am i onna sort out the time.. hm.. wait.. perhaps theres a way.. heheheh...

mata