USS Day

hm.. i supposed. .i'll keep my blog short.. cos.. yeah. .tired abit. .too much on my mind.. =/

erm.. today i went to universal studio singapore. took alot of pics and stuff..
the rest, i'll update tmr aites. not tonight.

first.. lets see.. im confused.. whether i should go for the casting tmr.. u know.. im scared.. cos its a very weird place.. somemore.. my bro say better dont go.. buT. on the other hand, i know this is a chance. and this chance Might just earn me extra cash.. and who knows.. maybe in the future i might get more chances.. but first thing first.. theres money chances here... so.. how??? =(
sigh.... i mean.. i know.. u gotta be brave, and take chances. so how?... gosh.. i dunno.. =( its like.. i wanna go.. but i need support.. cos.. yeah.. im gonna be alone.. =/
and.. well.. the place just seems so weird.. maybe cos never heard of thats all.
anyway... got a feeling for sure sam sure gonna say no.. maybe he might say up to me. but i think he wouldnt like me to go.. rather me be safe in his arms eh..

anyway... =/ tch... theres 2 casting msg for me today.i was like.. huh? wow? so weird.. but yeah.. one of them replied back.. which is.. for tmr.. so.... ... haiz... dunno how..

yeah.. i need money.. even for abit.. so.. =/ well... ..i might head for a try.. hm.... tch.. dunno ne.. see how.. haiyo......... =/ ..if only someone could go with me.. =(

..sigh.. anyway......... ..erm.. yeah.. today.. just wanna forget work.. same as redz.. ha. so.. yeah.. hm.. very very tired and slpy.. but. .well... .. just need to head out once in a while huh..

=( sigh...............

u know.... ...i.. well.. sam always say anything must tell him.. like.. if sad. also let him know.. so he'll know... ... so.. i've decided to try open up more on that.. instead of keeping in my heart.. wondering.. why this or that.. why not just ask him straight..
well.. i still need practice.. but.. yeah.. in a way i guess... its important to talk nicely and be open huh?.. ..
...but i just dislike confrontation thats all.. thats why.. ..

hm.... =/ well.. today.. i think.. hm.. spent around near $100 bucks huh.. =( nvm.. will save on my lunch.. tmr.. lunch i know what to eat already..
gosh.. tmr.. argh.. tmr night.. how..
take a chance, and i might go further u know.. i wanna try it. but.. like.. no courage or anyone to support me.. i mean.. i just need at least someone to walk there with me.. ..=/ o well..

.... ..

o well..

btw.. me been courageous. ha. more than i know. lol. i smile all the way through every single roller coaster. ;) *smug look. XD haha..
yeah......... didnt expect that.. but yeah.. its nice. bro is the worst.. he couldnt take them.. while redz is good. he's willing to.. but still he scream.. and he got this frighten look on his face. ha..

so.. well.. yup.. its fun. even bro pointed out.. that the seats are very very secured. and makes u feel very safe. good. =)

hm.. me forgot to bring my memory card! for camera! omg...

k.. talk another time.. im a bit dizzy.. me slpt ard 1am. .then wakey at 5.30am.. =/

haiz..

mata..