Job Money Time=?

ok.. dunno where to start.. cos a couple of things are on my mind now.. gotta settle abit before slp.. hm.. or.. perhaps not.. anyway... oh.. the other day, i was having break with my bro.. then bumped into his colleague.. who commented that we does not look like siblings at all! thought i was my bro's gf!XD lol. anyway, not the first time ppl say we dont look alike. ha.. i wonder why huh XD

anyway.. like.. not much fun at work.. things are getting a lil dull =(... sigh.. i duno.. just... ..haiz... trying hard to find passion in it. .i dont like to force.. but yeah... ...o well.. we shall see...

decided to send in my resume again for my fren. like. .so hard to turn it down. .somemore, its just like taking a chance thats all.. doesnt mean i'll have to agree..

oh.. victoria's secret.. haha. thx to my fren, me found the online shopping website. got the bras!!! XD oops. =P
anyway, yeah.. always wanted that.. but. .me spend quite abit of money lately.. =/ so.. sigh.. me decided not to buy any.. =( gotta save money.. perhaps next month when pay comes in.. just reward myself one item eh.. yeah.. the shipment.. plus the bloody tax.. gosh.. from 50 bucks worth of items, can turn into 80 bucks ne. -_-
anyway.. yeah.. next month shall see...

u know... whenever im sad, or anything upset me, i'll tell sammy.. but.. actually didnt wanan mention this here.. but was kinda confused.. cos.. did said so.. wanna tell each other even regarding the slightest thing that happen.. but for redz case last night.. , i already forgot about it.. plus... i don care.. plus... im not upset anymore.. so.. its ok right?...
haiz. .dunno.. anyway, whats over is over.. no use talking about sad stuff... anyway, its just redz..
but.. i dont feel sam is telling me about the lil details that happen in his day... but i dont like to force.. i can remind one time or 2.. then.. yeah.. at the end of the day, he's a guy we're tlaking about here aint it. u know.. guys. .very different from us women..

ha. .lazy to correct my spellings.. sorry.. hope u guys can read and understand..

so.. i did mentioned right? last night. .that me didnt know what to tlak about with the ppl my age group.. lol. gosh.. still trying me.. ha..

tmr. .gosh. .gonna be sooo boring =( 10 and half hours.. sigh..........
help me...

oh.. tmr sam got a test.. i wish him all well... whether he got high marks or not, im sure he'd done his best. =) and thats whats important ne..hehe.

hm.. slpy... abit tired still... ah.. my dinner.. nt been eating properly... actually, im kinda fine with that sometimes.. though might get a lil dizzy when im home.. but.. yeah.. used to it. fine with it.
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gosh.. thigns haven settle yet... haiyo..
plus theres this awesome book me jst bought. .haven open up yet either.. -_-
i need more time!!!!!!!!!!
how to manage.. now. how.................
but.. i dunno.. my time is just for sam.. tch.. me also not sure how huh..
miss him so much.. =(
sigh..........................

ha. everytime wet my eyes.. whenever i try to feel sam there.. hugging me now.. cos i had a bad day at work.. or just tired... kissing me.. even with eyes open.. i could feel it.. picture it.. but... ...couldnt see him.. so.. kinda.. make things alil more... yeah.. .tch.. its frustrating sometimes.. cos.. i just want him by my side.. and its.. something it couldnt..... ...u know.. =/
...o well...... its a long journey.. ...

i want more money.. but i want fun too... ha.. tough life eh........

u get more time with job.. then u get money...( but if not careful enough.. )then u lose time with love ones.. then u lose them......
with regrets.........

what is my decision.. i wonder how to handle my time.. sigh.. so wanna go for the course.. =/

hmm...... wonde rif thats all i gotta say... O.o erm.. k.. thats it for now then..
gdnight peeps.

mata