Growing Love =)

i dun care about how a person look as long as he treats me right and with all his heart.
my swty.. ha.. me lucky ba.. he got everything nice. =3 never thought i would get a guy like him but yeah... whats most important is my man must love me wholeheartedly. =)
..speaking of which... im so afraid of losing him.. u know.. how a couple can get so close already.. one could still sense the fear.. cos u love him so much... even after marriage.. fear huh... its scary... it can stresses u out.. =/
there's all beliefs and trust at the bottom line. so.. yeah...... ..o well..

tonight.. my frens came to my house and had a dinenr, and just chilling out.. its good.. everyone just u know. .watch dvd movie.. laugh..chit chat and stuff. very simple. cos after tonight, ppl heading back to work already.. that sux.. so yeah.. im really 2 glad i do not have to get up for work tmr. phew...... so glad........
another passed.... o well......... .... =/

i miss sammy so much..... soooo much.......... .... i love him.... .... so wish could dance with him again.. like.. those romantic ballroom dancing.. ha.. yeah.. he always swings me around when we're waiting for lift..and im sending him back... puts a smile on my face whenever i thought of it.. but. .at the same time.. heart tightens.. cos..... ...thats my memories now.. i .. couldnt do it unless he's here..... =/

ne...... i wanna hold on tight to him in my heart forever.. always do... yet.. still the fear of whether one day will i lose my precious one.... natural fear eh.. even though i know he love me the way i love him..

my fren.. haiz.. dunno what to say ne.. romantic.. or what... the girl.. not even his gf.. not even liking him.. he can actually go and buy a ring, and craved her name onto his ring. -_- i thought.. ..haiz.. i dunno.. foolish or...?.. thought thats only for real couples mah..

i still wishes for sammy to be here tonight..and always.............

i.. i've never thought that.. even though we're apart.., yet.. my love for him is still growing still.. tremendously.. .. thats a good thing of course.. just that.. sometimes.. wondering.. the more it grows.. the more.. i cant lose him... the more... im afraid.. of the possibility of getting hurt..... ....
but yeah.. just gotta keep on going.. and loving.. and trusting. .thats important eh...
... so.. yeah... o well...... keep the love flowing in.. haha....
yeah.. bleahx.. my love grows everyday. and yup.. it's proven true ^^ good. hehe.
but yea.. deeper love for him.. makes me more........ ... o well...
i trust his love for me.. so.. yeah.. will hang on ba...

me so wish to hug him so tight now.. so wanna look at him and hug him tighter than ever.... ......even for a short moment... i wanna tell him i love him.. and he's my life..

k ba.. better stop now before tears flow out....

i guess all ppl in love.. just. .oh well.. wanna be loved back sincerely too.. be appreciated.. cherished..thats the most basic huh i guess..

mata......

-and for once in my lifetime, i have someone in my life(who needs me)-