First Day AT Work

soooo tired.. my feet are kissing me.... o well......... its so nice to finally sat down... gosh...

tonight so suey.. kena fullshift on my first day of work -_-''''''................. haiz.. no fullshift, also can kena. anyway, yeah.. so tired.. erm.. work hm.. ok ba.. fine... i feel comfortable serving teh customers there.. erm... for my first day at work, im very satisfied with my results and hardwork. the manager not around, they really slack ne.. but i don wan.. i wanna seized this day..(my manager fell sick.. mc..) without her around, and do my own... hm.. as in.. familiarize myself with the place and stuffs... in my own pace.. without the manager 'pushing' me on by my side.

sammy asked me to work smart. not work hard. haha... but somehow.. today i pushed myself eh... i dunno.. i just wanna make myself get used to the environment.. push myself to have a convo with customers... o well.... just a tough day. but.. ok ba.. =/
hm.. breaktime.. sigh.. don talk about it =( sianz.. so boring eat alone... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... and so expensive... =( anyway.. just very argh..... to go break alone. =/

hm.. still couldnt figure out whats wrong with msn... =/ redz say sometimes it can be really slack wan... then my fren say she also go tthe same prob with her fren..
so.. whats the prob?? isit becos i always put in away mode? haiz... irritating prob dude... msn... always.. haiz..forget it.

oh.. today finally learned the truth. argh. so maddening. don wanna mention here. sianz...

hm.. okok ba.. today.. just that.. miss sammy alot.. then.. in bus.. thought of sammy fetching me home after a long long tiring day.. ='( ..thinking of here, alreayd making me cry =(
i know.. i search for him in my heart.. i found him.. and i felt him... then my heart.... like.. so pain... then wanna cry liao... be it walking while having break.. in bus.. in shop.. becos its kinda like.. felt him.. but.. ..u know....
..=...( ha. . see .. cry so much liao.. glad that didnt happen in shop. was busy enough.
hm.. till about almost 9pm.. then energy running low... then...... time slows down.. ha.. o well....

happy to see sam still online. .think he'd fallen aslp.. aw.... must be so tired...
..his birthday is coming.. .and all i can do the most, and a very must, is to say a happy birthday to him in person. i mean.. not fly there in person.. cos.. yeah.. =( so sad huh.. me so wish to spend it with him... =( but phew.. good thing his birthday me off. but.. well... ppl are gonna celebrate for him.. so... yeah.... ...=/ o well.. shall see how ba.. anyway.. its a good thing i off on his b'day. yay.

hm... k. .i gtg.. freshen up.. and get ready for the 'test' tmr. argh.............. =.=
all the best ne........

mata.