omg. some guys are just so damn fucking irritating. like. .arghhhhhhhhhhh -_- like have to keep on n on trying to shake them off.. im running out of excuses peeps. this is so irritating.
its ok.. i'll find a way to settle all this down .. n soon i';ll get used to it. like. arhg. .so irritating.. .my godddddddddd why wont they just bloody give up on me? sianz . .liek yea. sianzzz as if i have not enough problems on my shoulders. dang
oh sorry. i foorgot. .did i blog last night about australia? so yea. .my frens were telling me .. oh they been living there for yearsss btw.
so yea. they were tell ing me. australians are racists .. yes. melbourne alot os singaporeans.. and racists too. but Worse place is sydney. ...=.='''' dotss. i wan like... .............. =.= say waht again??
then soemmore they added alone at night in sydney is rrly a bad idea too. u know.. .... this all sounds so .. yea. thigns i wouldnt wanan go near t.. but i've got nothign to lose now.. so i think i should be fine with that.. then... well, for now imma just work my ass off. and see how thigns go. maybe i end up in mekbourne eh. hahaa. better. but yea.
it was so disappointing. but at the same time. .doesnt matter. as long as singapore is fine. phewwwwwwwwwwwww whats wrong with ppl from aust man>?? whats their probs with asians? wtf
ok. so. .they told me of nature diasters too.. like sandstorms. .floods.. etc.. then recently. .victoria had a minor flood. i thought was it something like sg orchard road that tiem? cos they said it was a minor one. they laghed. and said no. its minor, but nowhere near sg mini flood at town. those floods at victoria, actually washses away houses.. and causes so much trouble for ppl there.
wow. yea. .if thats a minor one, .. god. .i don wanna know whatas a real flood liek in australia.
hm.. then.. yea. i have to keeo this circle going ya know. build up network in that state.. like what my fren said. once it gets bigger n bigger, it'll be easier fo rme to get there, n get around. i hope so. but ten again. htats all in the future. so yea.
u know. i was telling my fren just now. like. .now i understand why ppl wil lchoose to cut their writs. .or slash it. .or throw themselves outta the building n seeks for death after a heartbreak. i could so totally relate to how they feel now. soemtimes.. pain.. its a powerful tool...
but don worry. i told her im not gonna do all those. ha. shuddap. i wont
mm... so yea. thats about it ba. sianz ne.. totally in my own world now. even family been cast outta my life.
i just don feel like theres any need to talk to them how i feel.
its just so hard u know. blogging here is way much easier. though it doesnt help. ha. i knw. pathetic. oops
hey. just a word of advice here.
dont let anyone abandon u.. else u'll suffer the same fate as me. n thats the last thing u'll ever want in ur life.
i promise.
-i wanna see how long the ink can last under my skin-
mata
its ok.. i'll find a way to settle all this down .. n soon i';ll get used to it. like. arhg. .so irritating.. .my godddddddddd why wont they just bloody give up on me? sianz . .liek yea. sianzzz as if i have not enough problems on my shoulders. dang
oh sorry. i foorgot. .did i blog last night about australia? so yea. .my frens were telling me .. oh they been living there for yearsss btw.
so yea. they were tell ing me. australians are racists .. yes. melbourne alot os singaporeans.. and racists too. but Worse place is sydney. ...=.='''' dotss. i wan like... .............. =.= say waht again??
then soemmore they added alone at night in sydney is rrly a bad idea too. u know.. .... this all sounds so .. yea. thigns i wouldnt wanan go near t.. but i've got nothign to lose now.. so i think i should be fine with that.. then... well, for now imma just work my ass off. and see how thigns go. maybe i end up in mekbourne eh. hahaa. better. but yea.
it was so disappointing. but at the same time. .doesnt matter. as long as singapore is fine. phewwwwwwwwwwwww whats wrong with ppl from aust man>?? whats their probs with asians? wtf
ok. so. .they told me of nature diasters too.. like sandstorms. .floods.. etc.. then recently. .victoria had a minor flood. i thought was it something like sg orchard road that tiem? cos they said it was a minor one. they laghed. and said no. its minor, but nowhere near sg mini flood at town. those floods at victoria, actually washses away houses.. and causes so much trouble for ppl there.
wow. yea. .if thats a minor one, .. god. .i don wanna know whatas a real flood liek in australia.
hm.. then.. yea. i have to keeo this circle going ya know. build up network in that state.. like what my fren said. once it gets bigger n bigger, it'll be easier fo rme to get there, n get around. i hope so. but ten again. htats all in the future. so yea.
u know. i was telling my fren just now. like. .now i understand why ppl wil lchoose to cut their writs. .or slash it. .or throw themselves outta the building n seeks for death after a heartbreak. i could so totally relate to how they feel now. soemtimes.. pain.. its a powerful tool...
but don worry. i told her im not gonna do all those. ha. shuddap. i wont
mm... so yea. thats about it ba. sianz ne.. totally in my own world now. even family been cast outta my life.
i just don feel like theres any need to talk to them how i feel.
its just so hard u know. blogging here is way much easier. though it doesnt help. ha. i knw. pathetic. oops
hey. just a word of advice here.
dont let anyone abandon u.. else u'll suffer the same fate as me. n thats the last thing u'll ever want in ur life.
i promise.
-i wanna see how long the ink can last under my skin-
mata
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