i think i missed out on something again. bro was tlaking with mum.. then something.. i need to blog abt. .haiz. sorry guys. cant rememebr at all =/
perhaps another day i hope......
perhaps another day i hope......
so much to sya.. .but i'd alreayd written soem parts of it in the book.. so yea..
sorry.. i couldnt think of anythign to say right now..
mm... ... yea... .... duno waht.. nothing pretty much to happy about.. =/ so yea. .rrly difficult for me to write down here... mm.. yea.haiz.. shouldn've blog tonight.. but o well.. nvm . sorry. boring ne.
..just a couple of words here then i supposed. ..
u know. i think i can picture his bz life and having some fun.. perhaps.. what im enduring now is all worth it.. all the free time now he get to enjoy all sorts of things. aint that great for him. as long as he's happy, everything else is worth it.
u know. i think i can picture his bz life and having some fun.. perhaps.. what im enduring now is all worth it.. all the free time now he get to enjoy all sorts of things. aint that great for him. as long as he's happy, everything else is worth it.
.... o well. kk. stop that now. nothing too sad about that i hope.
mm.. yea. dun wan to reveal too much about my life, or what im doing now..
mm.. still pretty much very stress about lots f thing sthese days.. mm .... yea.. i just . .haiz. just wanna feel happy aagin. but no matter what i do, .. i couldnt rememerb that feeling of how being happy was like. =/ i just cant. no matter how hard i try man... done my hardest. perhaps that explains why my stress is adding on eh. ..sighs. o well. just. .well. bear with it ba.
today get to talk with redz a tiny bit. .hoep things fine.. so yea. =/ o well . what to do. i think nobody like me after alll.
oops. sorry. thats not sad matter right. my book im just writing between me and his emtions. .so yea.. the rest. .i can feel free to confide here right? nothing to sad ba.
haiz. i hope to clear my leave one of these days. before yanika head back to melb, i'd better ask her how my leave about now. haiyo. like nt clear liek that sia. mm.... maybe may n july i apply some? plus.. .... oct... yea.. bit by bit. .inbetween months. .should be better ba.. see how. need to be clear of how much leaves i had left. . yea. .i rrly need some break now.
haiz. i hope to clear my leave one of these days. before yanika head back to melb, i'd better ask her how my leave about now. haiyo. like nt clear liek that sia. mm.... maybe may n july i apply some? plus.. .... oct... yea.. bit by bit. .inbetween months. .should be better ba.. see how. need to be clear of how much leaves i had left. . yea. .i rrly need some break now.
and hopefull ybnu july or aug, i can decide on a place to go for holiday. .then book it. yea... maybe i might stay for more than a week this time. .if i have extra money.. or head down to 2 places. .see how. but if not, just yea. normal trip wil ldo. nonetheless, jus tcant wait to travel. missing the shops out there!!! though its intimidating ne. .but. .well... its a good start for me to pratice. if my senior manager of 21 yrd old can make it to paris alone for 2 weeks, why not i of 23 yrs old do the same thing too? yea. i have to get out of my shell. im depending on myself now. .. .so yea. .if i don do this now, its gonna be harder than ever.
i almost got lost once. neevr told him abou tit. ha. ...o well. doesnt matter now anyway,. but yea. that feelign was horrible. everything.. every building look the same. i couldnt rememebr wher ei came from. no matter how hard i tried recalling. frightening ppl. yea.. .... but eventually i did.
so yea. mm.. ..frightening. but i didnt try asking anyone. i would use that only as my last resort.. .so yea. i eventuaal y foudn my way back.. n. .yea. end of story.
but jsu to let u guys know. its frightening indeed. gd thign it aint night man. if its night, gosh.... i cant even imagine man =.= i'll make sure that i'll be memorixing eevry singgle step im taking. uh huh =.= just to be safe ne. n hopefull yi'll remmeebr to bring my swim suit this time round. jus tin case.
so yea. mm.. ..frightening. but i didnt try asking anyone. i would use that only as my last resort.. .so yea. i eventuaal y foudn my way back.. n. .yea. end of story.
but jsu to let u guys know. its frightening indeed. gd thign it aint night man. if its night, gosh.... i cant even imagine man =.= i'll make sure that i'll be memorixing eevry singgle step im taking. uh huh =.= just to be safe ne. n hopefull yi'll remmeebr to bring my swim suit this time round. jus tin case.
haiz. seems so far. but hey .look at the date now. wow. march is over in couple of days. CHERS man. i cant wait for it to FLYYYYY. only a coupl eof months to save up. .hope i'l lbe able to make it.. ... mm... who knows. i might change my mind last min eh. u know me. o well... so yea. but main benefit . .should be for me to learn how to be independant.. n just survive on my own self alone. this time, i can eat cup noodles everyday. or.. perhaps every lunch.. so i can rrly save heaps on my food fare. phew. only the hotel.. if im heading to sydney that is.. .if melb.. shoulf be free.. ....haiz... fren say its ok to stay in house. or hwats that called. .like stay at somebody's home. can find through the net. but dangerous ba. but its better i heard. but yea,. depend on luck i supposed? ... well. .just talk2 about it fo rnow. .released soem of my tension n hunger for some holdiays relaxing mood. ...yea...
k guys, have a very gdnight. don forget. .look at ur love one in their eyes, and called out their name. .tell them that u love them ver very much... don forget to do so before (just in case) its too late. life. .is very unpredictable.. u never know when ur partner will have a change of heart, u'll never know if they might meet with an accident the next day n pass away...
k. ..haiz.
mata. ....
mata. ....
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