17 March 2011

Strangers to begin with

hi guys. wanna let u guys know.. i posted a couple of songs onto my facebook. all from boa. this this particular song i rrly3 like... it slike. .i can literally sing it with or towards him.
but yea... need to learn the korean lyrics ba. anyway, its such a nice song. very.. beautiful. and it totally speaks of how im feeling, and. .u know. its just almost perfect. very nice song.
song title: implode. singer: BOA. if u're in my dfb page, be sure to check out the songs.. if not, go youtube and find it. beautiful lyrics and music arrangements.
hm. .so much to write about. .but my memory cant hold it any longer..
hmm.... lets see.. haiz. nvm.
perhaps next time.
anyway.. .... yea. finally 6 days of insance working and shoots... all gone. all good now. haiz. been so tiring and crazy. gosh... finally over.

hm.... haiz.. .duno what to say.. im tryign to make a decision now.. remain this way.. or.. change it.. .regarding that matter. .o well.. .duno ba.
i cant believe this. my school mate;s like asking for my number, and asked if im married, if im in a relationship.. wth??? like forever never meet, hten ask such questions. wat in the name of god man..
then that night, met up with my fren. she told me.. i duno if u guys remember.. i metioned here before. there's this guy in club(long ago) .. my fren ask me dance with him. i thoguht becos she don wan to dance with him. .so she push to me. he's birthday btw. then end up..... she told me.. because he keep asking her.. 'i want to dance with pauline2....' thast why she asked me dance with him. OMG, i tell her.. i toldhim.. ''you're too drunk'. XD she was like.. surpirsed. and said.. rrly?? u said that?? haha.
omg. thats .. .eew..... wth sia. but glad i escaped him .lol.
and now i understand. .why sometimes when ppl gib u dirnks, especially guys, its difficult to turn them down. u can. like my fren. just said. .nope not drinking. working tomorrow. or just nope. rrly don twant to drink .thats it. then no need liao. but sometimes.. . u cant escape.. perhaps u just wanan drink after all. i duno. but yea.. . another matter.. they pass u the drinks. ppl say be carefeul. never ever take drinks form guys. but what if they are fren's frens.. etc... u turn them down, it'l be.. not nice.. .get it? so yea. u just gotta trust ur frens on this i guess. that ur frne's frens are ok ppl. and she or he will be there for u in case they arent nice ppl after all.
ha. my bro took a pic of a lingerine store in japan. he said.. there u see. .specially took fo ru. but i cant go in. cos its women store. i know u like al lthese( lingeries) thats why i took it speciall yfor u.
i was like... .omg. how the hell he know sia????? maybe muum told him about my drawers full of lingeries? lol.
i come to realize. .i will not be happy .not truly. not espeically when things ended this way. in a way it shouldnt be... very suey. i know. .yea. .btu what to do. at least.. i encouner a fairy tale of my own.. before it gets desroyed overnight eh.
now for hte decision making .. ... tmr hten see hwo ba. haiz.
hm...  no money liao. only a couple of bucks left to survivce for. .3 days meal. huuuuu... T_T nvm. i cna do this. not like never eaten any breads before. but nowadays very hungry ne.
i can do this. just a couple of days to pay... gamabte n hang on ba.
what is this world coming to.. haiti.. then japan... haiz. as logn as sydney n sg is fine.. then its fine by me.
hmm....  k ba. tired liao. gonna go rest.. alot to blog aboiut. but i cant seem to recall any now. only one r two.. but yea. .if tmr remember, will blog again abou tit.
k ba. gdnight ppl.. ..everyday.. is a day for me to overcome everything with. pains & sorrows are part of my everyday life. if it ever  turns better, i'll let u guys know.
 tc. and do cherish ur love one. don let them go. have no regrets. don end up saying implosde is the soong for u...

nights.
mata

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