19 March 2011

end everything tonight

tonight proved to be the night things shall come to an end. made up my mind. all i have to do is abide by it.
 pain.. wil lalways follow..  but that cant be help .once decided, this is how it should lead..
foolishness be presented itself days ago. but i shall be of no more. tomorrow onwards, shall be a another life. life before happiness occurred. decision been made. been made alrite... locked it away. things changed.. ppl changed.. no more the same. thers no need to look back. everything has changed. .dff now...
let it be.. let it be.. recalled back .. bring me to the time before 3 years back.. bring me back. i shall begin where i started from....
im sorry.
yea. every possible hints.. indicates it is over. over. .meaning theres an end. throw it all aside pauline it said.. throw it. and u'll be over. so do it. and i thought. why not. why not man> ?
with scars so tight n looses at the same time.. its hard to fdathom what might happen next. fear not ppl. for i shall live.
let me jjst recall back.. back to those days.. let me be. .let me be... 
nubm yet pain been felt. weird feeling.. yet hurts like hell... remember girl.. thou shall not be who u used to be.. change it now, and you shall be free... fear no pain,. for u are the pain.

ok. back to todya. geez. .damn man..  slpy. i duno why. seriously i dont. rested for days, then .. slpy>> wtf man>?
this is weirdddd like totally weird. i don get it.
whats wrong with me man.. shit
.. hm. .o well. liek that ba. damn. i cant wait to travel alnoe. even if it means getting lost. i don care now. yea. i just wanna do crazy thigns now. fuck it all.
sorry.
hm.. tch.. so hard to save money. damn3.... =/ i cant wait to travel man. shit. wait. . i think mum wil llet me go ba. =.= should be.. .well, who cares. im in my world now. no one can stop me.
changes takes courages. to be a diff person takes another type of courage. mind's made up. gotta throw it all out. nothig to lose now. wait htere might. but.. who cares now. do it man.
haiz.. like that ba. i cant wait to do more crazy things.
watch me.
mata 

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