01 March 2011

Pushing body to its limits

i think... its kinda gd./ i duno.. well.. bad in a way. but yea.. just trying to forget certainthings.. i think right now, just pushing myself to the limits is yea. .essential. push3. imma slp, work slp work, and yea. out, then work. work work.. out, slp work. i think non stop .. might be gd in a way for me. imagine u work.. then bath, straight away slp. then work. then whole day. bath then slp. robotic. but. i guess rrly need to just give it all yea? days alreayd so sulky. might as well push everything to the borderline.
guess what. i woke up at 8am. i slp. then wokee up at 830 am . cos i had a bloody fdarn long night mare!!!!!! OMGGGGGGggg its sooooooo disturbing =(((((( huu... scary. frightening. uneasy to the core. huu....
well. today i learnt that i have so much to do. like. wow. asst manager now. no kidding man. omg. but liek i said. push it. tired then tired ba. just. .u know. i duno where to look anyway.
wow. .manager heading off for holiday soon. nice eh. its her first time heading to paris.. somemore like alone... wow. i cant wait to hear her story when she's back. gosh. will be so cool eh. i've always wanted to do that. erm.. not alwyas. .only recently. ha. yea.. cant wait to se ehow she overcome it. especially its about the same as me going ove rto aust.. .but the place there, paris, they dont rrly speak english. so yeaj. however, wow. alone ne. first time somemore. good idea. first take cab. then walk all the way. only cab agian when going back to airport. awesome.
if she can do it, so should i ba. lol.  almost wanna tell her to fetch me if i ever go melb one day. lol. but not now. i think i';ll pratice with sydney first. or.... gold coast? =.= nah.. .shall see how. hopefully i'l lbe able to save up for the tics by... hm.. july.. or later on.  yes. .lesson learnt.. book earlier, = cheaper. tix. =.=
hm.. so thirsty. skipped fdinner. luckily had lunch.
hm.. hair almost dry. .thinki m soon ready for bed eh.
hmm......... i hope this week ends fast. ... bro not here=/ lonely .
ah.. u see!! always liek that. when wanna go out, all busy, or timing not right. then when ppl wanna meet me up, then all at one go wanna meet u[p. omg. =.=... jeez.... like always liek that wan ne. =.= '' suddenly all appeared at one go, wanna meet up . dots.... all in a single day. can u believe that??? its like. wow. ttotally weird. =.= talked about great funny timing eh.
 hm.. donm feel like slping ne. ha.
o well... ....
today been so long and super tired. not say tire.d. more of like.. energy depleted?? cos so much to concentrate on.. need to be so attentive. in other words, todya, i attended mathematics today. totally. like. .@_@ wow. omg.. unexplaainble.. dizzy man... faintish is how i felt.
hmm... .so yea . push myself to the limits ba.
tmr.. will have a chance at somethign new. abit nervous to try it. but exciting. i think .yea. wish me luck peeps
just... hm.. yea. try to forget whats been happening for hte past days. Especially last night. and nights before. .and so on. ha. ytd was worse. and having liek worst nights ever. like rrly ever. u wouldnt wanna know how i spend my nights. every nights... =/
hm.. sometiems work is so unfair. o well...
k. before i faint...
mata ne ppl.


-hope my nights will change.. especially after this hectic week of mine.. -

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