how funny when guys stutted like in the mrg blog post i posted.
anyway,..
my colleague say i look prettier n happier now. iwas like.. huh? in the past i was uglier la? she's like no. .in the past i look tired n sad all the time. .duno she tlaking about that time meetin gi last saw her( i just broke up) or during working period with her. but nonetheless, its good i lok better eh? though i was like.. hell no~ where got happy?? everyday i sad. not a single day pass by i felt any happiness not even tiny bit at all. i think her eyes got prob peeps. ha. she also said if i stand there, 10guys will come to me even if i dont do anything. omg. that overreacted. i don want that type of trouble sia. at work nvm. cos i get sales for store. ha. jk.
hm.. again. wow. i was crossing the road.. then head thiking of stuffs again.. listening to music. .as always. .then cross.. sixth sense asked me to cross.. to follow ppl. .so i did.. wihtout looking in front cos i was thinking deep... then halfway.. i suddenly woke up.. and yes. u knew it eh =.= red lights. ............dotssssssssssss.... and i was walking like freaking dang slow man!!! omg. wth right. shit man. one day could've just get myself killed i tell ya. eewww... but alreayd done my hardest man. i just cant stop thinking in deep thoughts.. listening to songs.. this bound to happen again i swear . =. / what to do. hopefully theres an angel in heaven or something protecting over me ba... hiaz. bloody hell. least i could do is to pick up on my pace right. omg. wanna kick myself sia.
so hungry. i dont care. i broke the doc rules. i ate non soupy food today. nah. im alive. not much of any sufferings yet. don worry.
ok. nice face done.
man. i freaking. hate those ppl!! like wth? age so mature alreyad, still wanna act liek that,. only a small thing to discuss, and gib black face. wtf man. serisouly wtf. fucking pissed off with such ppl. i don give a fucking damn. wanna do liek that, i can do so too. that aint any important person in my life. i don give a fucking damn or care about it. shit. such an idiot. i rrly3 cant stress enough how i hate such ppl. ... sighs. bloody idiot. think i'll be intimidated? NO. i wont. if i don give a fucjking damn about htat person, no way will i care. i can also ignored n give back the same fucking face. dammit. god dammit man.... ahaiz. =/
sorry. just need to get these all out. been so many shits going on... and.. yea. .u know. come to think of it. .i need some time out more. i had it too little.. since i.. yea.. but becos of i duno what certain frens might think.. so i refrain to.. but u know what. im free to do whatever nuts i wanna do now. yea. i shouldnt be afraid. i should go ahead n try . liek what they told me.
yea. why not eh. i was forced in a way to choose this path. so this path i shall follow. now to step it all out and up. ... yea. even if i don wan to. .i have to force myself to.
ok peeps! see. told ya i'll keep sad things away from here right. don worry. i'll confide it al lto book.
if in case any of u out there's whos worried about me, well. .thx n sorry. stop doing that. cos i wont be fine til li say so here. and so far im not. if not i wont be forcing myself to do things i don like liao. ha. so yea. don worry endless.
i'll try to see if there's anythign interesting to blog abt? =/ i duno. erm yea. .if i do, then blog bit by bits ba.. ... if im not ard, or too tired, then no bloggy.. haiz... so yea.
k.. tc peeps. .remember. .hold on tight to the one u love. dont suffer like me.
mata
anyway,..
my colleague say i look prettier n happier now. iwas like.. huh? in the past i was uglier la? she's like no. .in the past i look tired n sad all the time. .duno she tlaking about that time meetin gi last saw her( i just broke up) or during working period with her. but nonetheless, its good i lok better eh? though i was like.. hell no~ where got happy?? everyday i sad. not a single day pass by i felt any happiness not even tiny bit at all. i think her eyes got prob peeps. ha. she also said if i stand there, 10guys will come to me even if i dont do anything. omg. that overreacted. i don want that type of trouble sia. at work nvm. cos i get sales for store. ha. jk.
hm.. again. wow. i was crossing the road.. then head thiking of stuffs again.. listening to music. .as always. .then cross.. sixth sense asked me to cross.. to follow ppl. .so i did.. wihtout looking in front cos i was thinking deep... then halfway.. i suddenly woke up.. and yes. u knew it eh =.= red lights. ............dotssssssssssss.... and i was walking like freaking dang slow man!!! omg. wth right. shit man. one day could've just get myself killed i tell ya. eewww... but alreayd done my hardest man. i just cant stop thinking in deep thoughts.. listening to songs.. this bound to happen again i swear . =. / what to do. hopefully theres an angel in heaven or something protecting over me ba... hiaz. bloody hell. least i could do is to pick up on my pace right. omg. wanna kick myself sia.
so hungry. i dont care. i broke the doc rules. i ate non soupy food today. nah. im alive. not much of any sufferings yet. don worry.
ok. nice face done.
man. i freaking. hate those ppl!! like wth? age so mature alreyad, still wanna act liek that,. only a small thing to discuss, and gib black face. wtf man. serisouly wtf. fucking pissed off with such ppl. i don give a fucking damn. wanna do liek that, i can do so too. that aint any important person in my life. i don give a fucking damn or care about it. shit. such an idiot. i rrly3 cant stress enough how i hate such ppl. ... sighs. bloody idiot. think i'll be intimidated? NO. i wont. if i don give a fucjking damn about htat person, no way will i care. i can also ignored n give back the same fucking face. dammit. god dammit man.... ahaiz. =/
sorry. just need to get these all out. been so many shits going on... and.. yea. .u know. come to think of it. .i need some time out more. i had it too little.. since i.. yea.. but becos of i duno what certain frens might think.. so i refrain to.. but u know what. im free to do whatever nuts i wanna do now. yea. i shouldnt be afraid. i should go ahead n try . liek what they told me.
yea. why not eh. i was forced in a way to choose this path. so this path i shall follow. now to step it all out and up. ... yea. even if i don wan to. .i have to force myself to.
ok peeps! see. told ya i'll keep sad things away from here right. don worry. i'll confide it al lto book.
if in case any of u out there's whos worried about me, well. .thx n sorry. stop doing that. cos i wont be fine til li say so here. and so far im not. if not i wont be forcing myself to do things i don like liao. ha. so yea. don worry endless.
i'll try to see if there's anythign interesting to blog abt? =/ i duno. erm yea. .if i do, then blog bit by bits ba.. ... if im not ard, or too tired, then no bloggy.. haiz... so yea.
k.. tc peeps. .remember. .hold on tight to the one u love. dont suffer like me.
mata
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