24 March 2011

Poor Thing Night

ok. blog this before i forget. ha, so you. know. i turned, and i duno. this guy seems stunned to see me. either im too pretty, or too ugily shocked for him. lol. his face was so funny. then i asked him what can i do for him>? he was like speechless. and have to think for a bit. omg. guys are so weird creatures. veyr funny indeed. like.. yea. his speechless foprget what he wanted to say look. gosh. guys. =.=
had a horrible dream. last last night. ghost captured in camera n stuff. very fast n shocking,. short cut k. then i get strangled.. i started to pray.. and amazinly, i woke up, with (i think ) my both hands under my neck. my body was in the most weird position. body facing down(pillow side) i felt likee.. i was so scare. i couldnt breathe. same in the dream. but most probably becos my hands were under my throart. .thtas whgy. .but yea. i shifted abit. catching my breath... and so scared to turn the other side of bed. cos u seen movies.. u turned, a ghost will slp next to u. =.= ha. .i know. but i just had this ghostly scary dream. im not taking this risk man. . somemore its dead dark quiet night. middle of night. .3am or so? yea.. .i slpwly turned my body to one side. .and curled up a lil.. my blankie wasnt covering me. n i was too scared to search for it... so i closed my eyes. .body still hurts from that position... haiz... then i thought.. so poor thing. .at this time i wish somebody could gimme a hug n hold me. .=/
o well.. yea. so poor thing... .then hurts.. and.. somehow i needed t o shift my body.. still with my eyes shut tight, i decided to shift myself abit towards the side. .and blah3... finally no ghost. then continue.. take my blankie.. (cold T_T) then head to shitty land. haiz. gosh.. .worst deram ever. no wait. just now also. but i cant remmeber whats it about. scary things again. all i rememebr was.. thinking. .oh no. why frightening dreams agaion! so yea...
i hope tonight be better man.. perhpas im just too stress out or something over life.
 after about a week, i remmeebr what to say alreayd. there's this singer in amercian idol, the trainer asking him to stay good. .no messing around in house. .where contestants stay together.. he pointed to his ring, and said.. nope. he aint touching other girls. he's happily married to his wife. he's not gonna touch nobody.
i was like. .aw... his wife so lucky . somemroe he's a rocker sia. to haev someone like him said that, aw. so nice. he's young too. not those old marriage type one. very nice.
so there u go.
thgins i betetr blog n9ow than to forget later.
oh. imma check out this unique store soon. they sells amazing things. designer items. wow. what a great find. u guys know me. any unique thigns wil lcatches my eyes,
so yea. cant wait to find out whats in store. andddd ha. fyi, theres only one store and the building looks so unique too. one store in sg. boo-yea
hm.. ytd just felt a lil sad.. was looking at my hand.. and . .haiz. o well. .wahts done couldnt be undone..
just hope it'll be back to normal soon. ha. o welll. ..doesnt matter. so yea. im so sorry poor hand.cant help it.
u know. from todya onwards. i dont think imma blog about u know. .paisn n stuff anymore. becos if i have to blog this like everyday, well, i dont wan u guys to feel sad fo rme, another, it'll be so boring to read pains3 everyday. so yea. i'l lwrite them down perhaps on a book instead. so rrly have to worry about not being able to talk to anyone, becos, well, i still have a pen and some pcs of papers right.
gosh.. sounds so sad again =.= sorry guys. yea. .just that its hard.. ppl i could talk to, are so busy .. then family, i cant talk to either.
soemtiems im lost. but i gotta find my way back. back to square one. when i didnt know what heart ache was.
kk.. ha. say don cry stil lcry.. bloody blog. XD
jaa. so yea. glad that form now onwards u guys have no pain reading my blogs.
sayonara.. 

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