Stabbed right through

...just when u thought things are back to normal, then.. well.. u found out abt the truth.. then.. next thing u know, there's another knibe that stbs right throgh ur heart again.
its ok. .aites.. aite.. .im ok.. i try to be at least. once i get over this l.. then should be fine ba. ...
yup. as long as it takes for him to be happy. i don mind all the sufferings.

ha. after taking in a deep breath, i forgot what i'd wanted to say. baka ne. always been so stupid.
o well. nvm.

u know.. come to think of it, besides the book, i do have another fren to confide in. though he's not frequent there, but at least im able to tlak with someone. and he's always trying to cheer me up.
... though its so difficult to get a chance to both online together. .but. .well. .at least i could still leave a offline msg to confide in. and boy do i wish that.. he wont be another fren to be gone from my life. 

u know. come to think of it, each time i lost someone close o me, its due to stupid reason. misunderstood, or being forced to, or under the reason of unknown. like. .i get push away from somebody elses life just like that. i duno why either. they just did.

kk.. sorry. i gues si broke my promise eh. just find it a hassle sometimes. .too tired sometimes to take out pen and write to book. ha. sorry.. .=/

mm.. k ba.just like that. before i sinnk deeper to the dark side , i'll try to keep myself sane for the time being k.
tc peeps.

hold onto ur love one. don let go. remember who u're spending the rest of ur life with..

mata

-do you love her? yes. then when time gets really bad, just think of that. -