23 March 2011

it is tiem for an end

sorry peeps... =( i hoep u guys not worried... just that.. i duno how to get aroudnh this pain.. so i ned to inflict some phiscal pain myself.. well.. it stough u see...
oh gosh.. my back is hurtingnow after sitting fo rso long. n guess what. i rrlk y dont feel liek eating. .but. .becos mumbought hte instant porridge,.. maybe i should?
i should dry my tears first before i head out for some cooking.
now.. these phisycal woke me up a lil.... nothing serious. so don worry.
haiz................
just thats my flesh are swolen now. but its ok. not that it matters anynore.
didnt i say htat my life shall be back to step one? stpe one before 3 years back it shall be then.
ppl. watch me.
i will make sure htat u guys drop ur jaws.

slp. .seems to be such a nice thing after all. it nu,bs all ur pain. it felt so good. but a pity.. befoe slp come,s u'll have to go through anotehr part of hell. and don tell me to make use of the fucking pain.
now no. dont. dont say that to me.
(jus in case. ha)
perhpas. .tmr i'll do my bes t adn try.. the feeling of having one's memories be erased...
u know. for just now a monnet there.. i thoguht of swallowing ervy pieces of my med the doc has given me. this is howmuch i wishes for death now.
ow ell..
what s that ? yea... tmr. .i'll tyr. .then if there's enough tiem for it, i'll get back to u guys about it k.
lets see how this experiments wil lgo. .
so tough it seemsmm...... but... even if it tears my flesh again , im willin got give it a try.. .
theres nothign more to lose now.. n there nothing more to bleed now.. go for it garnet.
go for it.
when u get abandon , the whole world falls.. u died, but u dont try to revive again . no u dont.. u died, and u make sure things suffer. let it suffer still.. suffer till the ened. unleash the you which u never jew. u despised . but u do it. just do it. why? becos. thre's no noe standing a the road waiting for u no more.
mata 

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