this is so weird. someone ask me out. i know2.. .frens... on the pretext of frens... =.= i duno. not feeling comfortable with this =/ like so weird.. so long never like meet up with someone over the net, and its a guy somemore. yea. .he's right. i've been attached for too long.. so long.. ha. i still find it really hard to u know. its weird. beyond weird for me.
oh.. that day, i cried half way at work. no. i mena. .i was about to cry. .then head into backroom and cry. T_T cos had this customer. was showing the girl pens.. tlaking to her. .then her bf standing next to her. .like. .so naturaly hand go and tidy up her hair.. u know.. like.. brush across her fringe.. .i was omgggggggggg so sweet and attentive. O.o
then they made payment. i stand behind.. observnig them .. weir di did that. but yea. .cos reminded me of him mah. then again.. the guy brushes his hand across her cheeks when she make payment.. then they kiss and hug side way.. his hand on her shioulder.. her head on his shoulder.. like sooo swt. u can tell they're like. .gushes about each other. either theyjust started dating, or confirm they in a ldr. they aint local. from thai both i think. anyway yea. the way she reacted. .is excatly the way i do. i can tell. ha, skali rrly not in ldr. XD but yea. so sweet. .haiz. .then think3 of how he would've reacted to me, .. then cry liao. baka me. shouldve stop this images liao =/ haiz.. o well. ... what to do.
no dinner man. very tight schedule. but well... i duno what to say. life just keep on passing.. moving... ticking... just so numb now. nothing . .haiz. jst nothing much.. to even u know. like anymore about all these. days.. time.. memories.. everyday. i find it hard to like any of it. its just so. dead.
hm... oh. have this coleague. ok. i was like wearing this tight like leggins. but not leggin kinda material. so yea. its abit tight closure fix to my body. so my collegaue was saying. my butt so round and big. very cute. O.O... i was like... wth??? cute???? ?that only sammy told me. but yea. to have anyone els esaid that, .. omg. O.o this is weird. funny man. big? erm.. ok.. i take that as a compliment.. its superbly a dream come true for any women to have a front and back bigness don cha think ;) not bigness. i mean fullness. ahh....
but yea. o well............ so far only one man ever touches them .. haiz.. how i wish he's the only one man.. wel, never know the future.th
wwhile drying my hair.. so bloggy abi. no time u see. is is life. i might be able to add a touch of something to it. just a matter if i wan to or not. but. at what expense, and is is worth it.
oh. i dreamt of work again .today .=.= OMG. like. .wth???
rrly sick of this. argh..... and i slpt early, yet wakey after hjourssss of slp feeling soooo tired. omg. like.. tch. o well. like i said. its getting tiring and boring now.
hm... oh. japan. seems like there could be a 2nd round of tsunami. uh huh . sorry. i don feel excatly the same way as everybody else does. so i wont comment anything on this here. =/ i just.. dont. im different u see. things i say, willl shock u. and anger ppl. so better dont. but what i do wanna say is.. wow. i don think i'll ever wanna live tehre. much as i would love to have a better understanding at their language, and put to use there, still..... not worth the risk man. to die overseas one day outta the blue? nah. i dun wan. rather get knock over by car. but don wan to drown ne.
wish me luck peeps. i duno how much longer i can hang on.
mata
oh.. that day, i cried half way at work. no. i mena. .i was about to cry. .then head into backroom and cry. T_T cos had this customer. was showing the girl pens.. tlaking to her. .then her bf standing next to her. .like. .so naturaly hand go and tidy up her hair.. u know.. like.. brush across her fringe.. .i was omgggggggggg so sweet and attentive. O.o
then they made payment. i stand behind.. observnig them .. weir di did that. but yea. .cos reminded me of him mah. then again.. the guy brushes his hand across her cheeks when she make payment.. then they kiss and hug side way.. his hand on her shioulder.. her head on his shoulder.. like sooo swt. u can tell they're like. .gushes about each other. either theyjust started dating, or confirm they in a ldr. they aint local. from thai both i think. anyway yea. the way she reacted. .is excatly the way i do. i can tell. ha, skali rrly not in ldr. XD but yea. so sweet. .haiz. .then think3 of how he would've reacted to me, .. then cry liao. baka me. shouldve stop this images liao =/ haiz.. o well. ... what to do.
no dinner man. very tight schedule. but well... i duno what to say. life just keep on passing.. moving... ticking... just so numb now. nothing . .haiz. jst nothing much.. to even u know. like anymore about all these. days.. time.. memories.. everyday. i find it hard to like any of it. its just so. dead.
hm... oh. have this coleague. ok. i was like wearing this tight like leggins. but not leggin kinda material. so yea. its abit tight closure fix to my body. so my collegaue was saying. my butt so round and big. very cute. O.O... i was like... wth??? cute???? ?that only sammy told me. but yea. to have anyone els esaid that, .. omg. O.o this is weird. funny man. big? erm.. ok.. i take that as a compliment.. its superbly a dream come true for any women to have a front and back bigness don cha think ;) not bigness. i mean fullness. ahh....
but yea. o well............ so far only one man ever touches them .. haiz.. how i wish he's the only one man.. wel, never know the future.th
wwhile drying my hair.. so bloggy abi. no time u see. is is life. i might be able to add a touch of something to it. just a matter if i wan to or not. but. at what expense, and is is worth it.
oh. i dreamt of work again .today .=.= OMG. like. .wth???
rrly sick of this. argh..... and i slpt early, yet wakey after hjourssss of slp feeling soooo tired. omg. like.. tch. o well. like i said. its getting tiring and boring now.
hm... oh. japan. seems like there could be a 2nd round of tsunami. uh huh . sorry. i don feel excatly the same way as everybody else does. so i wont comment anything on this here. =/ i just.. dont. im different u see. things i say, willl shock u. and anger ppl. so better dont. but what i do wanna say is.. wow. i don think i'll ever wanna live tehre. much as i would love to have a better understanding at their language, and put to use there, still..... not worth the risk man. to die overseas one day outta the blue? nah. i dun wan. rather get knock over by car. but don wan to drown ne.
wish me luck peeps. i duno how much longer i can hang on.
mata
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